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Thursday, September 15, 2011

Rehearsal at CW

had a bus service to bring us there today.
waited a long time for our turn to rehearse sial!
CW their dance performance is like so freaking long, nearly 20mins?? oh and saw Wei Zhang there, Dancing for College Central. i'm proud of him, making the right decisions. whatever he said about f.e.d.c was true uh. he dance for CC and he really get to feel belonged and he gets along with everybody there. he's positioned at the front most of the time. guess sometimes chances are not found internally right? have no choice but to outsource. he even get to represent CC to compete in a 4 day dance competition at Genting!

i'm so envious, he went to CC and got so much chances. when will i get my chance in f.e.d.c?
i've held on so many times. feel so fucked up about all the bias-ness here. get new ppl already forget the old ones (like me)
heart pain u know. imagine, I used to get selected for every song without a second thought. now they replace me with others. i feel so "used." yeah, guess they dun need me anymore. i feel so down everytime i walk into the studio :(

whole day alone sial during the rehearsal. everyone tak layan. thinking that i not selected for so many songs i feel even more left out.
so after that, i didn't wanted to hangout with them, so i took the charted bus back to school with afew others. yay, got to use the studio with Ramnah Lubie and Amirah. just the 4 of us.

then, headed to East point with lubie and ramnah to chill2, then headed to Pasir Ris with Ramnah. LOL. well, at least my day ended on a high note. so yep, that's it for today. i can't believe i'm like blogging everyday now =p


*i used to say this: "Chances are everywhere, it's whether u wanna open up to it. don't be predestined by others and keep in mind that you run your own world."
*i wish things will change in danceclub for me. =( if not, i might end up like Wei Zhang.


Signing off,
Dickson
mood: sleepy, bored

*thank god and my ancestors for watching over me today.
Dickson at 6:51 AM