DJ Burningjay

My experience working in Universal Studios Singapore

2012-01-14T07:19:00.000-08:00

10th Dec 2011
headed down to scape with Desire, to give a try at the RWS walk-in interview.
we applied for Attractions Crew at Universal Studios.
took about an hour till our names were called to a 1-on-1 interview.
my interview lasted for about 15mins, talked quite alot.
after that, i got a hint that my application was successful, cuz i was given another set of documents and asked to head down for briefing regarding the job.
to my surprise, Both me and Desire got through!! thank god, cuz it's not that easy to get the chance to work in USS.
i was totally thrilled, i kept smiling the whole day! =)
next step, is to attend the Training/lecture on 3rd of jan 2012.

3rd Jan 2012
took the staff bus into RWS. reached at 8.30am for the training.
it was freaking DRAGGYYYYYY! the lecture lasted all the way till 6pm. solid. with just a 1hour lunch break. endure!

4th Jan 2012
once again reached at 8.30am.
got our staff pass and nametag today!!
agenda for today was half bonding activities and half lectures. still, it lasted till 6pm.
after that, took a walk around sentosa with desire to check out what renovations were made.
merlion walk completely changed, and guess what? FINALLY, sentosa has a KFC and Mcdonalds. yep u read it right.

5th Jan 2012
ORIENTATION DAY!!!
but have to go through the 3hour lecture first!
after that, our trainer took us to the park to familiarize with the area.
we got express privilege for Transformers! i swear, the ride was Fking awesome!
if u thought shrek4d was good, imagine 10 times better.
we rode Cylon after that, and had to head back to try out our uniforms.
the day ended at 5pm. and the park closes at 7pm. so.........
as staffs, we are allowed to enter the park for free at all times, so i went crazy with my colleagues for that 2 hours! haha.

6th jan 2012
last day of the boring lecture. it was draggy but manage to end at 4pm. once again, i've gone crazy enjoying in the park with my colleagues. rode transformers 6 times. heh.. rode all the other rides btw.

12th Jan 2012
first day of on job training! i'll be attached to Accelerator and Hollywood Theater for 6months. what? i'm in 2 attractions? when everyone else got one. i thought accelerator was a dumb attraction to work in. boy was i wrong!
it was the most relaxed and fun job ever! i wanna work permanent there if i could!
my supervisor trained me at the controls first. super fun pressing all the buttons and controlling the ride! =DD
after that he trained me as a "ride loader." it was really fun too, no stress.
just need to count the number of guest, then open the gates for them. after the ride just check the vehicles.
oh and guess what??
i bumped into 2 of my ex-colleagues working as the same attraction as me! of all places in singapore! still, 3 of my friends who trained with me are at the same attraction as well. i had no problems getting along with everyone here, including the supervisors.
my shift ended at 7.30pm on a high note, couldn't have asked for more. =')

14th jan 2011
2nd day of my on-job training. today i was supervised at the greeting area aka start of the queue line. so sunny and hot! but can tolerate, thanks to the design of our uniform. it's dry fit!
time passes too quickly today, and i didn't even noticed. staff cafeteria were serving different dishes today. afew choices to choose from, but they don't taste too good or bad, considering it's free. i was supposed to have my written and oral test on sunday, but my supervisor thought i was ready, so my manager came over to test me.
whoa, this manager was kind of irresponsible. halfway through the oral test she left. i understand, as cylon broke down and she had to attend to it. but the thing is, she came back 15mins later and continued. once again, she left halfway and came back 30mins later. yeah, it's not over. not long after she continued she left again, for an hour this time. wtf? so what? am i supposed to keep waiting?
when she was back it was 7pm. i'm leaving at 7.30. she didn't apologize and she didn't continue my test. i'll be kinda pissed if i have to do everything all over again tmr.
apart from this, i still enjoyed myself at work today :)
tmr, i'll be left alone to work without supervision. whooo, can't wait!
its really good to work in a place where u can enjoy urself at the same time. X)

sign off,
dickson

*thank god, my ancestors and 11:11 for watching over me and granting my wishes! :)

Desire's BDay chalet and other updates

2012-01-14T07:09:00.000-08:00

4th nov 2011
i went to dye my hair at the saloon immediately after my last exam!
i was 100% satisfied with the way the colour turns out.
went to meet KL, PS, Andreas and Lionel jalan2 after that, at orchard.

5th nov 2011
met up with KL, PS & KP at hougang mall.
main reason is to accompany me pierce my ear. haha.
the part that the stud went in wasn't painful, it was the 6-hour long pain i had to endure after that!
went to look for studs and ear-rings after that, and had icecream at mac =3

8th nov 2011 Desire's chalet
desire's 18th bday chalet at downtown east! staying over 3 days 2 nights there!
first nite was only me, kp, des, irwin, daniel. yes just 5 of us!
we had our own bbq that nite! loved it, no awkward moments at all, and nobody feels left out.
we took a midnight walk around the beach after that.
it was really comfortable to sleep in the night, as there were enough space on the beds.

9th nov 2011 Desire's chalet
today went shopping for bbq food and all again. i left at 1pm for dance in school and returned at 6pm. KL, PS, yi zhu and desiree's cousins all arrived.
desire's mum bought loads of beer. her mum and cousin insisted me on drinking, so i sipped afew cups.
eventually i got hooked on it, drank too much and got wasted. LOL! first time.
but i wasn't drunk! don't believe me? ask the people who was with me. heh heh =3
i could control myself fully, unlike "some funny action guy" who boast and got totally drunk and out of control during pl1001a class chalet.

10th nov 2011 desire's chalet
Hangover! really nasty headache. checked out of the chalet and reached home at 12pm.
went to bed immediately. oh, and my parents didn't know i was drinking last nite. shhhh! =X

13th and 20th nov
went to Bedok to train Taekwondo once again. i missed wearing my blackbelt gi, and i missed all my dear ones there. so good to see them! even though it's been nearly 3years, it still feels like home. finally seasoned my ear stud, and changed to a ring. (y)

TBC

sign off
Dickson

Legally 18 now! :)

2011-10-04T08:21:00.000-07:00

afew minutes before my birthday comes to an end.
so for the next few months, i HAVE TO promise myself to attend EVERY single class, and do my best for final year. God, pls be by my side.
i want to Dance Hard and Do my best in Music production.
i will join a solo competition next month.
i want to achieve something that i can be proud of. i never had. i will give it all in, no matter what obstacles there are.
i have to be strong, whether is it Family problems, Friendship or dance related. keep trying.
i know i will get there someday.

Happy legal 18th Birthday Dickson.

Screw you.

2011-09-26T04:08:00.001-07:00

if that's your idea of "Everything"
i guess i'm not part of it then. clearly indicates i don't have any room at all.
totally upset and disappointed. not even for a second u thought of me. not even once.
it's okay. i think i won't care anymore.
it always looked like i needed others than they needed me. i'm just a toy, a substitute. pick me up like a tissue, use and throw away after that. fucked up year.

F.E.D.C Hospice rehearsal

2011-09-24T10:20:00.000-07:00

9 ppl out of 35 came for the rehearsal, and miss jill's not very pleased about it.
it seems like everyone has work or plans even when informed in advance.
well they blew their cover, they were actually going Jalan Raya together. i found out by accident and it's a secret. i don't want anyone come back at me.

despite that, i had a LOAD of fun!
after the rehearsal, Isk, Afiq, Haicurl, Ramnah and me went to orchard and jalan2.
spent the whole day with them.
hanging out with the few of them from D.C is enough for me. couldn't have asked for more. :)
URGH my back.. thanks to Zaihar's class ytd. but it was awesome X)

*i felt so leftout sometimes. i Know when i'm not needed.

Signing off,
Dickson

mood: Happy :)
thank god and my ancestors for the blessing.

College West Performance

2011-09-18T04:06:00.001-07:00

just reach home!
damn it, i've made an obvious "off-beat" mistake on Azhar's choreo.
but it's over already. so yeah :(
we're the lucky ones, cause CW dancer's music got stuck halfway and was forced to forfeit the rest of their performance. dumb DJ.
before we left, i bought a load of snacks with the coupons X) ~heaven~
took the bus back to school with Ramnah and Haicurl.
after watching the video, i think F.E.D.C did well. but i'm still upset with the mistake i made T.T

signing off
Dickson
mood: Sleepy

*thank god and my ancestors for watching over me :)

Rehearsal at CW

2011-09-15T06:51:00.000-07:00

had a bus service to bring us there today.
waited a long time for our turn to rehearse sial!
CW their dance performance is like so freaking long, nearly 20mins?? oh and saw Wei Zhang there, Dancing for College Central. i'm proud of him, making the right decisions. whatever he said about f.e.d.c was true uh. he dance for CC and he really get to feel belonged and he gets along with everybody there. he's positioned at the front most of the time. guess sometimes chances are not found internally right? have no choice but to outsource. he even get to represent CC to compete in a 4 day dance competition at Genting!

i'm so envious, he went to CC and got so much chances. when will i get my chance in f.e.d.c?
i've held on so many times. feel so fucked up about all the bias-ness here. get new ppl already forget the old ones (like me)
heart pain u know. imagine, I used to get selected for every song without a second thought. now they replace me with others. i feel so "used." yeah, guess they dun need me anymore. i feel so down everytime i walk into the studio :(

whole day alone sial during the rehearsal. everyone tak layan. thinking that i not selected for so many songs i feel even more left out.
so after that, i didn't wanted to hangout with them, so i took the charted bus back to school with afew others. yay, got to use the studio with Ramnah Lubie and Amirah. just the 4 of us.

then, headed to East point with lubie and ramnah to chill2, then headed to Pasir Ris with Ramnah. LOL. well, at least my day ended on a high note. so yep, that's it for today. i can't believe i'm like blogging everyday now =p

*i used to say this: "Chances are everywhere, it's whether u wanna open up to it. don't be predestined by others and keep in mind that you run your own world."
*i wish things will change in danceclub for me. =( if not, i might end up like Wei Zhang.

Signing off,
Dickson
mood: sleepy, bored

*thank god and my ancestors for watching over me today.

NS Checkup + FEDC

2011-09-14T10:57:00.001-07:00

i decided to perform for CW.
but i backed out of the last choreo. so i'll just be dancing to 2 songs.
why i wanna perform? cuz can get Certificate! then can max out my 0.2GPA!
if not i'm out :)

so today went to check up, spend 4hours+ at CMPB.
a group of strangers recognize me as a dancer and said hi.
Honored! ITE simei so big, didn't expect anyone to know me.
rushed back to school and reached at 5.30pm.
Talked about how i felt in dance club with Elah.
apparently both of us feel the same way. =(

didn't wanted to lepak with the rest at tamp actually.
cuz i know i won't feel happy there. so Ramnah pulled me along.
so stay at rooftop until 10pm? then Haicurl Ramnah and me went off first.
walked all the way to tamp mart Mac and had some fun lol.
took an epic 8mins video, capturing all those funny moments X)

Haicurl sent us off, i reached home at about 12.30am.
yup that's all. one of the few Happy days i had in dance club.

______________________________________
i still feel really upset my crew's breaking up.
but a wise man once told me, "dance" is not something u have to do in a "group" :)

signing off,
Dickson

thank god and my ancestors for watching over me all these times.

2011, worse year for dance ever

2011-09-12T10:21:00.001-07:00

left afew months before it's 2012.
i had really bad experience with dance club this year.
alot of fucked up issues. i was about to leave the club, but i wrongfully gave another chance to hold on once more.

i don't get it.
people from dance club likes to say that they're feeling left out whatsoever when they're Clearly enjoying themselves with others. if they're feeling thatway i guess i'm the worse case scenario?
hah. joke. attention seeking only.

last time, i felt so useful to the club.
i was always asked to Dance to someone's choreography without second thoughts.
i was always picked no matter what. i was asked to perform for every performance.
i felt like i was at the top.
now that they got Jan and April intake dancers, guess they don't need me anymore eh?

people are all like this. when people get new toys, they put old ones aside, leave it to dust or throw them away. no one even bothers or remembers me.
they do things thinking and reserving for others. then when i come by, they'll be like, "oh ya still got dickson" "shhhh, pretend that we don't know anything" -.-

*it hurts more when someone finds out the truth themselves. then rather tell them right.

they said they're gonna choose dancers for the CW performance. i can bet my ass i'm gonna be in 1 or 2 choreos only. if so i'm not wasting my time and effort for it. last time i used to dance to every song. was pretty upset when i saw "those" dancers got chosen instead. i always thought i was a better dancer than "them". guess hard work and talent doesn't mean much. i tried so hard...

one part of the cw song,
girls are dancing to a girls choreo. and guys are dancing to a guys choreo.
but i don't get to dance to the choreo? and no one bothers to tell me why.

then for the productions auditions, i was told i didn't get in to LA cuz' i was good at Reggae. can't i do both? like how i did all the time?
so, is "you're not good enough" gonna be an excuse for why i didn't get to dance the choreos?
then how did i get to dance those genres in the past!!! explain please.
don't give me dumb excuses like last time i was better, now i'm worse.
or is it cuz i didn't attend dance club? then what about those selected ones? they're more irregular.
or is it now there are better dancers that join the club, u don't need people like me?

btw FYI, Reggae is a style i NEVER intended to learn deep into the genre.
i dun like to dance to choreos which are too "over" for guys. i have limits.
this just proves that hard work isn't everything. there goes my efforts.

i wanna consider backing out. now's the right time.
sigh. dance club isn't the place for me. i need them more than they need me.
i always gave f.e my fullest support. i'm always there whenever they have competitions, cheering by the side, hoping they'll do the same for me.

this is the 5th year i've been dancing. i got nothing but all the shits.
my crew had just fallen. for the 2nd time. i achieved nothing in dance yet.
nothing but failures over and over again.
Dance, isn't a passion for me. it's a dream. what's the difference between a passion and a dream? i'll tell u.
"Passion" is something u like to do with your heart, and u wanna keep doing it.
"Dream" includes ur heart, passion, believing & faith, and it's the reason why you LIVE FOR.
when u keep failing and achieve nothing, especially after a long time, u start to lose faith in it.
then after that? giving up the dream.

Yes, i'm about to give up my dream, and step out of the dance world.
i'm just waiting for the chance. i'm ready to do it. i got nothing to hold on to anyway.

Haicurl and Ramnah, u guys had always been there for me, but.
i guess F.E.D.C isn't the place for me to be. i had too much failures and problems piling up.
i could let go a Dream, but i'm not sure i could stand letting friends like you go when i leave the club..
i love you guys, but i guess i'm not needed. i don't wanna be a burden to anyone too.
i'm an "automatic" person, i'll get out of a place which doesn't need me.

*i shouldn't had gave another chance. should have just left that time. now it seems hard to let go.
*hey you, are u satisfied now? u beautiful wish came true. i'm suffering and qutting. be happy while it last.

signing off,
Dickson

mood: Crying while typing.

3 Reasons why i performed a solo routine

2011-09-12T10:09:00.000-07:00

1.
a wise man told me "dance isn't something u have to do in a group, u can do it alone"
yeah that's right. i'mma show that i'm down, but i ain't dead.
thanks Haicurl haha..

i had to be strong after all that's happened to me in dance club.
i can't keep living underneath.

2.
another reason why i did a solo was...
last time when i danced in a group, everyone was cheering everyone else. but me.
imagine this:
you're the leader, you're the choreographer and the reason that piece was possible on stage. then, crowd cheers and calls out all ur crew member's name but yours. after that, they tell ur members they did well. how will u feel?
i did solo so i could feel everyone's eyes on me, the pressure of having to entertain the crowd as much as possible, hearing the crowd cheer and scream, just for me.

it feels really good, after the soundcheck mark out on stage, i get strangers wishing me all the best and good luck.
after the performance, i got so many random people telling me i did an awesome performance. first time. people that i don't know saying all these things to me. and it's not just one or two.

3.
last reason.
it was supposed to be the last dance item i did for myself, before i leave fresh elements dance club. =/
but ramnah ask me to hold on, and not give up. so i gave it another chance.

Happy Bday Puay Siang! + Exams Over, Party All The Way!!

2011-06-06T09:36:00.000-07:00

6th June

whoo! today puay siang officially become 19.
omg that means she's 2 years older than me now. (opps so bad)
Happy Bday! sorry we didnt get u any gifts this year, but hope u enjoyed ur free meal at pasta mania haha! at least our clique get to spend time with each other. we left with 6 months before our clique's separated :(

6.45am
*ringgggggg* turn off alarm. was comfortably awake, was even texting. then.........

7.3oam
whooops, my eyes closed -.-" ohwell, nvm i wun meet them to study in the morning then.. shall sleep a lil' longer.

9.50am
OH SHYT, OVER SLEPT!! EEEK!
rush to bathe, change and pack my bag. waited for cab at 10.30.
10.48 then finally got a cab.
exam starts at 11am sia, PANIC UH!

11am
just reach school! run up to the sports hall, relieved to see fareez late too. then say Kai Leng. phew LOL
finished test at 12.30.

1.20pm
off to marina barrage!! X)
about a 20min bus ride there. had a tour guide there to show us around. quite interesting.
but i was seriously annoyed by those who are not interested, keep playing a fool and making noise as if they're primary school kids. HELLO you're college students pls -.-"

5.20pm
reached harbour front centre pasta mania. i swear i'll NEVER eat the baked rice again. so sick after the first 3 mouthful of rice. zzzz then went up to vivo sky garden to cam-whore. haha!

9.50pm
finally left vivo! reached home at 10.30pm. X)

So, exams are now over. it's time to SLEEP ALL DAY, and Dance Dance Dance!
HAPPY UH!
public performance comin this sat. hope my dear G6 Crew will put on a good show! haha.
btw, sorry Ridhwan, if u think i'm avoiding you.. i have my reasons.
and to this "someone" pls get ur facts right, and know where the fk ur standing.
don't cross over the limits and step over my head thanks. you're still a junior, pls respect seniors ty. and dun act like you're a fking big shot here in D.C.

btw, this is kinda random, but i wanna thank 11:11 for making almost all my wishes come true.
thank you sooooooo much.

sign off
Dickson
Mood: Happy and sleepy with a bad headache -.-"

*thank god and my ancestors for watching over me these days. :)

USS outing again! with Besties! + Dance Club Chalet

2011-03-26T11:17:00.001-07:00

BSG! I finally rode it! filled with exhilarating Fun! must try! both Human and Cylon!

Makan burgars @ Mel's Dine-In.

Lol! digestion at Party-Go-Round after meal xp

Visit my FB for more pics :)

24th March 2011

6.30am
woke up a little too early, so i facebook-ed, and chat with WZ for a bit before i prepare and head out.

9.05am
me, Puay Siang, Kai Leng, Khin Ping, Desiree, Wei Zhang and Irwin were all here at harbour front mrt. we were all on-time! =p i went up to the monorail station to try my luck, see if my ex-colloquies were working there. well, no luck, so we decided to WALK into sentosa! since the new broadwork open.

9.20am
otw walking to Sentosa. wow, it's less than 700m away! and the bridge has travalators all the way. so click-clicked pictures!

9.45am
reached the gantry. wheee! my friend is working there! got in sts for free! yay!! XP
i was wow-ed by the newly built waterfront area. we rushed through and quickly get in the queue for USS.

9.59am
park gates about to open, but less than 200 ppl were there. we're at the front of the queue, how wonderful? =p

10.15am
reached sci-fi city's locker and packed everything in.
rushing to Egypt's The Revenge Of The Mummy as a warm-up! hah! i still remember the shortcuts in the queue line!

10.25am
omg omg! its time! the wait is OVER! i've been waiting for ONE WHOLE YEAR to ride this!
me and my ppl headed for it without hesitation, irwin got chickened out, so he waited outside.
Lao-Kui sia, even Desiree dares to ride it.
we took the Human First.
the walk in the queue was shorter than expected, and there was no one queueing!
we boarded the 3rd and 4th row.
JYEAH! i love the first drop and the last corner! the G-Force is amazing.

10.35am
Time for Cylon!
the queue line theming here is much more appealing than Human's.
No one at all for this! we got the Front row for the first ride!
super anxious that time. the climb was amazing, the cobra roll was awesome,
the cockscrew was Fun, the smoke-pit-Loop was Intense, the last roll-Twist was crazy!
the overall ride experience is totally breath taking! + i love the view from the top!
we all loved both Human and Cylon, but we like Cylon a little more, as it was less bumpy. *weirdly
well seriously, we cudent really feel the loops though. but when we got out of both rides,
we cuden walk straight, alittle dizzy X.X
Seriously!

1.30pm
Kai Leng and Khin Ping felt a little stomuch upset from the roller coaster,
and we all felt hungry, so we went to try out Mel's Dine in!
well the food price was reasonable, 10.90 - 12.90.
but it wasnt really appealing. i had double cheese burgar, its huge, but,
it didnt really taste great. same goes to all my friend's. even the fries is a little tasteless.
ohwell, if ever, i wont hesitate to go back to St. Luis' Pizzaria!

2.15pm
went to King Julien's Party-Go-Round at Madagasca Land. to digest our food haha.
then to shrek's 4d at Far Far Away, then to Lights-Camera-Action at New York.
it was our first time at LCA. its a real-life movie effects, and they're breath taking!
me and wei zhang got wet at the last part. Damn! haha

4pm
rode The Enchanted Airways mini Coaster at Far Far away.
then headed to Jurrasic park rapids Advanture.
HAH! this time we came prepared, with PONCHO!
muahahha! but wz dun have. we went on it twice,
then He got soaked 2 times! hahaha!
first queue time was 10mins, 2nd was instant. how wonderful, we came at the right time for our 2nd ride, as a huge bunch of kids tour like over 100+ kids came to queue -.-"
after that, we headed back to the mummy!

5pm
well im a hardcore coaster freak, so is wei zhang, so we chiong BSG all the way!
the rest went for The mummy twice, while me and wz went on human and cylon twice each!
hahaha!

6.30pm
last ride at the cylon with every1. had the front row again!
then human, tried the last row. omg the last row was better than the front.
the G-Forces were far more worse.

6.50pm
reach jurrasic park just in time for the last ride!
got in instantly. yes ah! i'm dry this time! i was wet twice earlier!
revenge on Kaileng and puay siang! poor ps, her poncho the head cover teared, so her hair got wet xp

7pm
rides all stopped operation.
click-clicked our way out of the park, snapping lots of photos with things we didnt the previous time we came.
i felt that the day past slower, less tiring and had more fun than the previous time i came.

7.45pm
took the monorail back to vivo. me and khin ping went home first, while the rest had their dinner there.

Ride Summary:
BSG Human: 9 Times
BSG Cylon: 9
The Mummy: 2
Jurrasic Park: 3
P.G.Round: 1
E.Airways: 1
LCA: 1
4D: 1

5 times the front row the Cylon, 4 times for human xp

cant remember if i rode anything else. but i'm sure i had loads of fun, with such a great weather, all rides up, and most importantly my besties! =p
queue lines for almost everything was never more than 5mins, sometimes bsg reach 10mins.
uh btw, Cylon was closed for 10mins twice that day, leaving human running alone. at times it test runned alone too. kinda weird. the mummy too, closed for 10mins that day. WELL, still rode a hell out of it! last time rode the mummy 16 times till bored. this time BSG 18 times, STILL not bored! so definately going back there with F.E.D.C soon again!

Dickson
Sign off

*thank god and my ancestors, for blessing me with the fun-filled day, with all rides in operation, in great weather. thanks for watching over me.

Dance Club
25th March 2011

after a day of exhilarating Fun, problems start pouring in.
i didnt had a good day there.
the whole day. totally not in the mood. Morning = Family Prob, then got to dance club late.
family problems were the least of my worries ardy,
now in F.E.D.C i feel like i'm left behind and forgotten.
i feel that there's hate towards me from "some people"
like obviously, and they're acting like they care, and acting like my friends.
JUST TELL ME if u dun want me around.
DONT act like you care if u dont mean it.

*It hurts when you have a fight with a friend.
but it hurts even more when u know people are "Acting" like they're ur "friends"

best part is, afew of them are the people i really look up to.
yeah it hurts. alot. fk sia. i'm a nobody to them.
since i got no room there, i shall take a step back then.
and it pisses me off everytime i'm being forgotten.

26th march 2011
Dance Club Chalet

well tmr's the chalet. uh, i think i'm buying some drinks and tidbits to contribute.
WZ and desiree's not going. well looks like im on my own there.
hope i won't be left alone. what shud i do if i am?
i cant pull a long face there, i dun wanna crash their fun.
uh haven pack my bag. Whatever -.-"

Dickson
Sign off

28th/29th March 2011
Dance Club Chalet

Today.. Prayed and wished to 11:11 for a good day there.
met every1 at pasir ris MRT, then cabbed down to Aloha Loyang Bungalow 7.
ow spacious, i like. 4 bedrooms, big big living + dining area, kitchen and balcony with bb1 pit.
reached there about 4pm, played some bonding games there. ate like a pig also x.x
later that night some of us took a walk at the beach.

uh, past 12am ardy, my day starts to get worse. my mood luh.
ramnah meilian and alot of others left.
i'm really pissed off and angry. it's like what i predicted, i'm left alone there, like nobody's business. do u know how pathetic it is? its like every1 supposed to enjoy tgt then they're like having THEIR own fun there, speaking malay as if the only 3 chinese people there understands whatever they're saying.
when it's like 4am, i reached my limit, so i grab my laptop and sit alone at the dinning table.
why? cuz i dun wanna crash THEIR fun. why am i so considerate at such situations in the first place?
its also the only way to chill out. super angry sia. "Bonding games" they so called.
it makes me feel like: if u wanna join us, u must know how to speak malay.

wtf sia. only when they suddenly speak something related to me then they communicate abit with me.
it's like i'm a ghost, they cant see me. i'm always forgotten by them. it's totally frustrating.
when i'm in a bad mood it'll usually last throughout the day. now i'm sitting alone at the business block blogging, waiting for dance to start. i need some air first before i step into that place again,
somewhere which i don't and will never be belonged to.

overall the chalet was just... an okay experience.

Dickson
Sign Off
current mood: Pissed off and angry
*thank you 11:11 btw...

1st April 2011
Dance Club + Night Class

Happy April Fool's Day =.="
today reached Dance Club 45mins late. OPPS! but havent started yet when i reach XP
so i choreo new steps :)
soon laterlearned new steps, and i thought the choreo was dope! i start to see Dance Club having teamwork, which is a big step forward improvement.

today was slightly better than the normal days of dance club. cuz i'm totally occupied and focus on the choreography. so is zaihar's class. wah he finally finished the choreo and his gonna do positions next week! i sure kena behind behind one =X

headed to rooft top to makan after that. thanks to ramnah i wasn't feeling bored in anyway.
then i recorded a dance video with tiqaa there xp check out my facebook!

left at 9.20pm and headed to Haicurl's nite class.
i missed those kids! haha i love fridays :)
they always boost up my mood. lepak awhile after that, and Elah came by :)
i feel closer to Haicurl, Ramah and Elah now. at least in F.E.D.C, i know who i can depend on,
who i can look for. i love them <3
i look forward to fridays..

Dickson
Sign Off
Mood: Really Happy :)

*thank god and my ancestors for watching over me these days. pls bless these people who's by my side with good health.

Dance3

2011-03-19T10:25:00.000-07:00

17th feb
Dance Performance at Auditorium for Jan intake Graduation!
practiced really hard for it, me and Weizhang was totally prepared days before the event.
everything went well! so i was like a happy kid ^^
first time danced to Lucifer in school, crowd responds was awesome.
next stop April intake graduation xp

20th feb
went down Marina Square to support fellow F.E.D.C's Dance Fiesta competition for group.
Soul Sleek and Bass Breakerz got thru to next round.
even though 5degree didnt, they did really well.
after that went to orchard to watch F.E perform for stage without borders.
JYEAH cindy gomez was there performing too! i jealous sia curl zie and fat can perform with her!

21th feb
again at marina square, woke up late that day.
rushed there and just in take to watch! awesome! our solo dancers zie, curl and fatris all got thru!
after tat went to makan at KFC, then went to try play XBox Kinnect Dance Central game for the first time.
not to brag but i think i'm pretty good at it! gold stars for "Pon De Replay" by Rihanna hehe!
then after that me, jiayi, afiq, wz, and ashraf went to expo riverside and slack.
haha had alot of fun that day, screamed till my throat pain uh these 2 days.

4th March
first warning letter from school.
it's like i'm skipping class every Friday. i see no point coming.
i take 1 hour to travel to school, study there 2 hour (which usually we do nth), then 1 hour go back home?
merepek =.="
then dance start at 3 that day. what am i gonna do for 5 hours before it starts??
pfft.

5th March
oh yeah! its my first time entering a classed Club.
met F.E.D.C ppl at harbour front station to head to St. James Powerhouse,
to support our dance fiesta semi-finalist.
jyeah i love the speakers sia, BOOM BOOM! xp
wei zhang signed up for the xbox dance central game competition, and got thru to finals that day.
so did zie. wheee double combo.
*soul sleek, bass breakerz and fatris didnt got thru =/

after that we tahpao food to vivo rooft garden and makan.
about 9pm left..

11th March
Finally! Zaihar teach choreo!
wah tired luh the whole day, the jerking steps really really tiring =.="
ended about 5.30pm, headed to T1 rooftop to makan.
curl asked me and ramnah to go back his dance class there, to see the kids haha.
they're so cute and talented =3
after that we go slack a while, then i took bus 28 back with ramnah..

13th March
new members of my Gratified Six crew, Hazzy, Tiqa and Yan.
yayyy, finally. i prefer dancing in a group than duo. 5ppl in the crew now.
me, wz, hazzy and tiqa headed to scape that day, and practiced my new whacking steps.
it turned out great, considering it's my first time choreoing whacking.
i'm really happy with my progress, can really see it.
danced since 2pm all the way till like 9pm. TIRED!!

18th March
didnt went to school again, as usual, then headed to dance.
i'm sucha bad boy =x
more choreo from Zaihar. awesome, i like! haha.
headed down to curl's dance class again..
quite some things happened, so kind of affected the moods here and there of every1.
but after the 3 of us see the kids, haha happy ardy :)
they're just so adorable =3
oh elah and his bro was there.
ramnah made a choreo, i kinda like it! xp

19th March
eeek! overslept!
supposed to head to harbour front and meet at 12pm!
in the end i reach at 1.30pm lucky i reach St. James just in time!
then also raining luh. tsk2.
gosh! zie won the xbox competition! 1st price with cash and full xbox set seh!
*weizhang didnt make it =/

so moving on was the actual dance competition.
shocked to see all of the competitors step a level up.
then curl and zie didnt make it..
but that didnt affect their performance later at stage without borders!
they were awesome! screamed like hell again -.-"

tired luh today.. near the end of the day my mood totally swing.
i didnt want any1 to worry so i tried my best to act as if nothing happened.
it really wasnt a good day for me..

Side Note:
i'm having second thoughts of going to the chalet.. i wanna tell azhar to return me my money if i not going.

Fuck my life, seriously. sometimes i just hate my life.

Sign Off
Dickson

*thank god and my ancestors for watching over me. thank you 11:11 for making my wishes come true.

Performance, and All about Danceclub! =p

2011-01-29T06:00:00.000-08:00

1/1/11
i got involed in a dance performance, only 4 ppl involved.

20/1/11
At Auditorium, me, haicurl and his GF only.
Afiq and Ramnah got smth on..
danced Solo on stage that day =p
scary and fun..
it was a good and valuable experience for me, even though it was less than a minute or so.
makes me realise my true potential, and wanna work harder for my passion..

21/1/11
back to Auditorium again. all 4 of us are here today..
not in a good mood.. i.. feel like i lost something important,
my connection with the 4 of them.
i felt that i became an extra, sum1 they are forced to befriend with.
so i took a step back, keep everything to myself.
when we have our meal in the room backstage, they kept askin if i was okay,
i said i was fine duh, but i was actually holding back my tears ardy..
Dance club is another family i have.
they're so important to me, like my only family in dance.
i never had good relationships with them. like never.
this performance brought me, Haicurl, Afiq and Ramnah closer together.
just then, i thought i lost it all that day.

shortly after they went out to buy drinks, so i took the chance to get out and have some air.
(won't elaborate)
went back up the auditorium after a while.

i noticed something i nver felt before.
a hug can be the most powerful emotional weapon of a Human being.
Ramnah gave me a hug when i got back,
so ya, i started crying while hugging =.="
we went to talk after that..
was glad to hear ramnah said that i was thinking too much.
Afiq said he too, didnt have sum1 close.
Haicurl said that he cared about me.

after the talk, we left shortly after..
Afiq sang a song dedicated to me :)
yeah i felt better, knowing that i wasnt a burden,
i was still a friend, and they cared about me.

22/1/11
performance day.
at start of the day, was okay.
then again, mood out.
idk why. maybe cuz i'm bored -> sian -> tired.
seriously, idk whats bugging me, i'm just not in the mood.
after the performance, started to cam whore.
hahas got my mood back, hyper ardy =D
took some nice photos using haicurl's dope cam app.
then ransacked the buffet table hehehehehe~
so that was the last day the 4 of us were together.
i Swear i treasured those moments. they meant so much to me.
before we left, haicurl said something to the 4 of us that i kept in my heart:
"remember, don't break our connection okay?"
i wish today wun be the the last day that the 4 of us are so close.
oh, and Thanks Afiq, for always accompany me taking the train =p

i loved the 3 of them.
they were there for me, and i would do anything to prevent them from getting hurted.

26/1/11
reached studio 6pm~! thx to school -.-"
danced a little, then continued planning for the jan intake.
had so much fun playing the Partner's game.
i Swear Lubainah's reactions and expressions were PRICELESS HAHAHAHAHA!!

we continued dancing again after that. halfway thru ramnah's choreo,
Jiayi was in the condition where she needed to be send to the hospital.
she complained about a pain around her stomuch area earlier.
ambulance came to get her, hope she's fine..

for the first time, i went to hang out with Dance Club ppl after dance..
on the bus to tampinese , this topic came out "how do you feel about dance club"
i didnt really shared everything in my heart. and even though i spit out alot that time during the heart to heart chat with afiq haicurl and ramnah, there are still some things they didnt know.
too personal to say for me. =/
oh, and that was also Nazirah's last day in dance club. won't forget her,
she's like our mother in DC =pp
so, we dined at KFC. chatted a little :)
then went back home by train with Afiq again!

28/1/11
today, is the day!
dance club juniors will be here!
jiayi came back! she's fine!!! but just that she wun be dancing for a while.
saw a friend of mine, Nazli, who was in my class in sec sch.
yeah, so around 70 ppl attended. for the first time, i liked Azhar's choreography. LOL
after dance club,
went to makan again!
at... at..... dunno where, some halal coffee shop around tempinese.
wow! they sell halal wanton noodles there! so i tried it out.
they tasted amazing! even better than most of the chinese stalls!
so after that we went to festival park.
danced for fun awhile, before i went home.

29/1/11 (Day)
lalala~ woke up, helped out some chores,
then nth to do.
so, i choreograph! took me like, 2hours+ to choreograph a 1minute song.
ya i know, i'm not a pro. pros usually choreograph faster.
but, i thought i just leveled up my choreographing skills!
AWESOME! cant wait for my chance to perform it one day.

29/1/11 (Night)
here i am, at home.
thinking. thinking through, thinking through.
so........
i found out something. but.. i'm just gonna let it go :)
i think it'll be the right choice, rather than making issues out of it.
i don't need "it" anyway. i have my own :)

it's scary how wishes upon 11:11 can come true.
careful what you wish for, cuz u just might get it.
but, is it that if ur wish really comes true, it takes something in exchange? =/
i hope days will get better, and brighter.
let the Dull colours fade away.
i hope it can only get better..
Dickson

*thank god and my ancestors for watching over me these days. i really appreciate those wonderful memories. thank you, wishes upon 11:11, you've came true for me 5 times in a row..

CCA Fair and Extra Performance

2011-01-17T08:13:00.000-08:00

CCA FAIR:
yea! got to skip school the whole day,
juz to dance and help out for CCA Fair.
well, the performance was great, but i screwed a little =.="
at the end of the day guess what? we got like 180 ppl applying for dance club!!!
WHEEEE!

Extra Performance:
it's from Haicurl actually, he was an instructor of some youngsters' hip hop class,
and wanted me, Afiq and Ramnah to perform with them, to set an example.
so for the whole of this week, we worked pretty hard and all of us were kind of exhausted.
ytd we went for a rehearsal, ended like 3pm?
so ate LJS & hanged out at temp1 rooftop garden.
Really had lots of fun with them, i never felt so close to ppl from dance club before.
my Family, my Clique and my friends from Dance Club had become so important to me,
it's like something i won't wanna lose.

so today, after sch headed to temp for the rehearsal, and left at abt 9.30pm.
i'm so glad Afiq took the train wif me!
so i had company all the way to toa payoh! had fun singing in the bus and train =p
thanks, u guys mean alot to me..
shall go sleep soon, need the energy for tmr! =D

Sign Off
Dickson

*thank god and my ancestors for watching over me this period of time. Pls bless my family and friends with good health and a even greater Bond.

Performance @ Braddle Heights

2010-12-13T06:56:00.000-08:00

phew!
ytd's dance performance at braddle heights CC was great!
everything went smooth, accept that my ppl did afew mistakes,
and the tv on the stage fell off haflway. HAHAHAS!
carpet was ridiculous though.

went to Nex mall again =.="
yep, had a dance meeting..
so, tmr's v.i practice again. hope for a smooth day.

well, i'm lazy to go into details.
update soon :)

sign off
dickson

*thank god and my ancestors for watching over me these days. hope i can pass my exams :)

Tomorrow''sDance Perf at Elias CC/Mall!

2010-11-20T08:48:00.001-08:00

oh, looks like i'm so bored i got nth to do.
then BLOG!

tmr's the performance!!
I thought it was gonna be some random performance in public,
but we later know that it's in the CC's auditorium, and ppl have to pay to watch O.O!!
ohhhmyyy! =.="
hope we can put on a good show tmr.

soooooo freaking excited and nervous.
it'll be my 10th performance in my life xp
after this there'll be another performance at 5th dec i think.
whoooo many many many performances coming up for meeee!
and i'm sooooo gonna screw my studies DDD=

break a leg! good luck for me and my ppl tmr! >.<" hope more ppl will sign up for my class xp Sign off,
Dickson

*thank god and my ancestors for watching over me. and hope i can get "that" job.. =/

Dance club rox? =/

2010-10-27T07:46:00.000-07:00

well, today overslept, reached school nearly an hour late.
then, heck care during lessons =.="
SUPER BORINGGGGGG.

also got 3 hours of break (wtf?)
then my clique went to the roofttop garden to cam whore.
100+pics tag tag! lol.

well, after school got dance club.
i didnt wanted to go, cuz my 6th sense tells me that i wun have a good day there.
but after some consideration, i decided to go.

yeah, as usual, sit there until 6pm then start dancing.
i at first found it weird. haicurl said split class.
in the end, split 6 ppl (including me) out,
and zie teach us another choreo. yeah nice! looked like it was for sum perf.
then.
sum1 give himself away, asking the 6 of us are in the 3rd nov perf.
oh it's a no! i knew it!
i understand some malay actually.
and earlier on i made up what sum others were saying.
well, i wanna keep that to myself.

all i can say is, dc, totally bias. how? nah dun wanna say also..
when can i actually have a say in dc?
when won't i be left out?
when can i become "one of them?"
when can i become closer with "them?"
..... sometimes, i juz feel like quitting dc.
but it's the only CCA to be for me :(

it's not god's fault that the world is so unfair.
it's the way other's treat u.
god created us, to live our lives to the fullest, NOT to control us.
(thats what i believe)

Sign off
Dickson

*thank god and my ancestors for watching over me these few days..

I won P.A.C Comp, Then shopping

2010-10-20T18:57:00.000-07:00

tP.A.C competition:
whoooooo!
we won!!! school of EIT won the Performing Arts Challenge 2010!!
After months of practice with Chan Wei Zhang and my hard work choreographing the dance.
we did it! xpxpxp
i'm so proud of myself =3

shocking results.
cuz basically every1 thought that school of AHS is gonna win.
so looks like school of EIT claim the title once again!
2 years in a row =D

YEAH! G6 Duo Crew rocks the stage! xp (G6 = Gratified Six)

so looks like we got further performances in 5th nov, and also 26th nov,
at Elias Pasir Ris..
gonna get my dear V.I crew to perform on 26th also.

Shopping =3
my poor shoe..
oh well, i bought a new one anyway XP
went for a walk at orchard with Wei Zhang ytd.
then went to CK Tangs, and there's this particular seasonal edition shoe from Vans tat caught my eye.
i had to buy a new pair shoe anyway, so there goes my savings =.="
oh! got 10% discount =3

well, i just hope that good things won't come to an end.

Dickson
Sign Off

*thank god and my ancestors for watching over me these days.

My bday outing with *Blings and my family

2010-10-04T08:45:00.000-07:00

tik tok tik tok...
12am! 4oct, 2010, and i'm finally 17!!
i must cherish this year, becuz "you won't be seventeen forever"
xpxpxp

yeah! had tapanyaki with steamboat.
Eileen Chong, Dawn Lam and Ya Xian msged me for my bday.
thanks alot!! =D

yep cut cake with family and made 3 wishes..
so, i slept at about 6am?
then woke up at abt 2pm to meet my dear BFFs at Bugis!

4PM
met Puay Siang, Kai Leng, Khin Ping, Desiree, Wei Zhang and Irwin @ Bugis mrt.
we went eat tapanyaki and steamboat (again xp) at some place opposite the road from swensons.
well wanted to dine at swensons, but thought that steamboat wud be more worth =p

we ate for about... 2 hours?
super full -.-
then we left for a walk at iluma.
funny thing is, we slacked there for a moment and we went to the Mac @ Bugis junction to eat desert.
Then Slack again xp
we all left at about... 10.30pm.

THANKS FOR THE GIFT GUYS!!
♥♥ i love u guys so much ♥♥ =p
had a great day today and thanks for celebrating my bday with me!
i'm gonna bring that bag to school everyday!

to fb peeps:
thanks for all ur wishes! i had like a 100+ spam on my inbox LOL!
thanks you guys were awesome!!

yeah, my internet sort of broke down,
so i'm blogging at mac near my house. xp

Next up,
Khin Pingy and Dez' Bday!

Sign off,
Dickson low

*thank god and my ancestors for watching over me these days, and blessing me with wonderful friends to celebrate my bday with :)

Happy BDay Dickson Low! =D

2010-10-04T08:40:00.000-07:00

hehehe before the clock strikes 12 i wanna wish myself a happy 17th bday.

Dickson, you must jy in everything you do,
never break down no matter what kind of family prob i face.
never give up dancing, no matter how hard the steps or high standards things are.
never give up producing and writing music, no matter how much inspiration i have.
never give up singing as one will improve.
NEVER give up on you dreams, and believe it'll become reality one day.. =DD

respect urself, love urself :)
friends are always there for you :)

Mid Autumn Fest Performance

2010-09-26T06:53:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEEPS!
how was your exams? well i did quite okay, failed my EES Theory and managed to pass the re-test =D

summary:
the day right before my practical exam, i went to sumwhere around tempanese to perform dance with my dear G6 Crew =DD
we called ourselves G6 NOT becuz of the song, but G6 = Gratified Six.
Six also had another meaning.
so Gratified Six means we're gonna hit and gratify the audience with our dance :)
yep, consist of 4 ppl now.
but on the event itself, only me and wei zhang was performing.
we did an Energetic Dual Choreography made by ME =D
(only the tutting part was done by WZ)

i'm not gonna upload the vid so soon, cuz it's the same item that we're gonna perform for the Performing arts challange @ ITE simei 2010.

Ohya, and THANK YOU desiree! without you we wudden get the chance to perform!

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Okay woke up tat day, almost coulden get off my nest.
went to school early at 11am to meet Haicurl for the meeting abt the competitions.
yep G6 Crew is confirmed in! =D
so it ended earlier than expected.
lessons starts at 3 that day.
but that CHAN WEI ZHANG told us that teacher told him it starts at 4.45pm cuz teacher got training.
so me, Desiree and Emilia happily took bus to temp then when we reached not more than 2mins later Donald called and said lesson's stating immediately.

so wtf we rushed back to school and ask that CWZ.
so he admitted that he actually anyhow say =.="
so waste time + waste $.

best part?
we had lesson for less than 10mins then we're released. COOL!!! ZZZZ
NOW WE HAD TO GET BACK TO TEMP.

we met Desiree's dad, and he took us to the place where we had the performance.
WOW at the huge crowd D=
scared that we wun do well.
BUT in the end it turned out great!! i thought that we did a good job, and we received Ang Pao as an appreciation =DDD
meh heh heh.

now since exams over and holidays started ardy, i can really focus more on Dancing.
Next stop, ITE Performing Arts Challenge!! =DD
then after that? Another performance by the same organiser who invited us to the mid autumn fest! whoo hoo!

i hope good things wun come to an end =x
yep, i'm gonna upload my preview of SHINee's Lucifer dance choreo from the MV to fb soon.
stay tuned =p

sign off
Dickson

*thank god and my ancestors for watching over me these days :)

Blings* Outing!

2010-08-26T12:57:00.000-07:00

in the restaurant =D

Clark Quay, Riverside :)

Bleah.. =3

Sentosa, nice effects with Khin Ping's Phone.
my shoe turned red, Khin Ping's Orange/Yellow
Loved those Light Effects. =D

*thank Khin Ping and Kai Leng for those pics.
BUT i was the one taking most of the photos anyway xp

25/08/10
Woke up today, met Puay Siang, Kai Leng and Khin Ping at Clark Quay.
why?
we're Dining in at a restaurant, and Puay Siangs treating us! Yipeee!! =DD

so we reach an expensive restaurant called Brewerks at abt 3pm with a table reserved for us.
oh, and Puay Siang works there :)

ZZZ
the menu was like.. $$$$
lucky Puay Siang had staff priority and we had Free Flow of drinks, $100 off and %50 discount.
well we had, Hawaiian Pizza, Meat Lover's Pizza, Prawn White Spaghetti and a shappards' pie.
oh and had Maxican Nachos for appetizer.

everything was nice, accept for the shappards' pie lol.
it was freaking FULL LOR.

after a feast,
we cam-whored around the riverside.
we got bored at clark quay eventually, so we decided to go Vivo city.

it's so good to see the cable cars moving again.
it's been a year since i last saw it.
it was closed even before i worked at sentosa.
looks like the renovation paid off, as it looks so beautiful in the nite sky,
with blink blink lights on every car =3

we sat at the wooden platform outside at level 3,
cam-whored from day to nite.
hahaha.
it's a pleasant sight to see Resorts World Sentosa (not admin opts sentosa) growing and getting into better shape!!
the lights at USS is so beautiful!
i'll be in resorts world again soon, to watch a live performance haha.
*with courtesy of Puay Siang's free tiks xp

and year end i can't wait to ride on Battlestar Galactica Roller Coaster!
official news from Channel News Asia said it to be opened by year end, no need wait till next year. and it's true, it was the problem with the safety bars on the trains.
well they're buying new trains anyway, lucky it's not the track's prob if not they have to RE-CONSTRUCT which will take.... another year? -.-"
and oh btw,
it's STILL the soft opening, i checked with the RWS staff and checked the internet before i left my work place.
so, ppl who are still considering to go USS,
GO!! TRUST ME.
some ppl wondered why are tiks always fully booked and USS is always packed.
tell ya why.
the tour agencies bought over majority of the tiks.
max of 8000 guest per day is allowed in the park.
new operation time is 10am-7pm.
be there early, as the tours reach at abt 2pm and leave at abt 5pm.
once BSG opens NO MORE free $10 food and $5 merchandise vulchers to give away! =(

well at abt 7.30pm we walked around Vivo, then walked to Harbour Front centre's Mac.
had ice-cream there.
we chit-chat there all the way till 9pm O.O

yep, so we went home, i slept early like 10.30pm, and woke up at 1pm the next day.

26/08/10
heh, today do project with my Project Management Group Bonamana :)
so happy that blings* are in my group =3
well met desiree, khin ping, kai leng and puay siang at popular in toa payoh central.
well lucky me i get to sleep awhile longer since it's so near.
so we walked to sky garden at a HDB flat and painted some tiles.
whee.
so chit-chated till 5pm, then had to go cuz puay siang got work at 6pm.
hot whether anyway..

yep so we went home after that,
and saw many tags of photos in my fb.
check them out! took loads of nice photos in 2 days =DD

"sometimes life isn't unfair. it's the way other ppl treat u, it's not always YOU urself. they're just selfish full-stop. so chin up, no matter how much misery, it's not always YOUR fault" - Dickson

sign off
Dickson A.K.A
DJ Burningjay

*thank god and my ancestors for watching over me these days. =3

2010-08-07T04:18:00.001-07:00

Harlo!!
update update =3

1. BB Sentosa Admin Opts XP

2. Family prob STILL not settled

3. went to watch Y.O.G opening rehersal with *blings and classmates

okay so as follows:

1.
so, i left Sentosa Admin opts. why?
cuz their management SUCKS. SUCKSSSS. SUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKS.
=DDD
guess what? they made a new rule.
if i wanna work there, i have to work a 7hr shift for AT LEAST 10 days per month.
wtf? i'm schooling!
and what's more, sts express is getting more complains for bad services.
i rather quit than become one of those.

Guest: Erm, can i get/redeem the tickets for USS here?
us: no, we dun sell their tickets.
guest: oh where can i get them? where's their redemption counter? are advanced tiks sold out yet?
us: u have to go to their own counter to get the tiks. redemption? advance tiks? we dunno.
guest: why u dunno?
Us: CUZ WE'RE NOT RELATED TO RWS SO WE DUNNO.
guest: ?????

that's wtf we hav to replay when guest ask such questions,
and our MANAGER, SUP & I/C tell us to replay that way.
if this goes on admin opts will be providing poor service.

they're lacking of manpower ardy. & their thinking is soo immature.
make all this rules to make the staff's life so difficult.
WHO THE F WANNA WORK SIA.

"Asia's no.1 Destination, Asia's Fav Playground =D."
HAHAHA i think that is for RESORTS WORLD to acheive,
NOT admin Opts. all the crap, saying how great they are =3

Admin opts will fall one day.
ppl are ardy suggesting to use E.R.P instead of gantry to provide faster service and prevent traffic jam.
imagine if that happens, what will happen to Admin opts @ gantry?
xpxp

and i bet that one day,
RWS will buy over Admin opts, like seriously.

2.

no, i'm still facing family the same family prob since last month,
and it's still not settled..... =(

3.

so, i skipped sch on friday and met *blings and classmates at promenade.
ate Japanese food before we took a long walk there.
then we went to the assembly area.
THEN we still have to walk another looooooong walk to the floating platform.
zzzzzzzzz

it started around 8.30pm.
greeted by some dancers on stage.
it's sooooo messy!
there were like 8groups of dancers, all dancing diff routines to the same song.
dunno which to look at,
so we looked at the group that Wei Zhang was in.
yep we spotted him from far. xp
all off sync.
then watched some lame vids,
then another messy fish performance.
the most boring part is when they credit and intro all the countries that participated in Y.O.G.
it lasted like more than half hour.
ALOT of ppl left halfway thru out the performance.
and in such a grand event,
"FIRST Y.O.G and it's held in Singapore"
we were all expecting fireworks,
but not a pop =.="
what a disgrace! it'll spoil singapore's image for god's sake!
putting up such a lousy below standard performance -,-"

well it ended at abt 10.30pm?
then we walk out, and walked to city hall mrt.
it wasn't worth our time there.

yep, so that's the recent update =3
ohyeah, and i made a new remix kpop fans!
visit my youtube DJ Burningjay xp
SHINee - Replay. haha it's an old song, but still a good one.
okay gtg maple. tags =3

Sign off
Dickson

*thank god and my ancestors for watching over me these days =)

7 Things

2010-07-23T10:00:00.000-07:00

Let's see what had been going on for the past few days since i last blogged.
hmmm..

1. i gave up Y.O.G on MY OWN.

2. Had this.. Big family prob.

3. skipping dance club

4. More Coaching @ Innova JC =3

5. Getting more irritated by some dumb ppl in class

6. drifting away from some friends =(

7. More bonding with BFFs aka *Bling

i know u guys wun bother to read, but i juz wanna let some things out of my heart.
so as accordingly:

1.
first day training there at y.o.g,
i gave the choreographer very good impression,
and she even asked me to demo infront of the dancers.
she said that i was good =3
but, that's ONE thing, but on the other hand,
the choreography is like.............
very ugly, low standard, and i think i'll be embarassing myself on national TV doing some..
some lame steps lah.
so yeah, i didnt like the dance at all.
yep, BB Y.O.G, leaving u with NO REGRETS =D

2.
all started one night, i was asleep.
i got woken up by some shouting from my mum.
thought she was juz scolding some random thing,
so i didnt bothered.
then again, some loud conversation.
walked outa the room, and yeah.
parents quarreling,
due to some personal reasons..
it lasted till morning,
so i skipped school cuz of that.
i dun wish to elaborate more, so yeah..

3.
hmmm, i skipped cuz i got better things to do.
as simple as that, no offence.
some ppl will scold me ASSHOLE or even hate me for that.
up to u, cuz u ARE NOT IN MY SHOES.
i missed TWO performances ardy.
S.A.F cuz i had to give up for studies,
Y.O.G cuz there werent enuf space on stage?
u guys had been performing.
it's like, only me, Wei Zhang, Puay Siang and Desiree haven performed in anything.
i dunno if it's racist or what soever.
if u try to put urself in my shoes u will know what i mean.

now even when DC is having anything we wun really be informed.
lucky there's Jia Yi to tell me abt some admin things.
ya, come for practice.
everytime we come what do we do?
sit there and watch, or chit-chat,
or do THOSE steps which are for what?
since we're not performing ardy there's no point for us to prac those steps.
i've got better things to do than to claim "white CCA points"
lemme tell u guys smth.
I'VE PUT IN ALOT OF EFFORT IN Livin La Vida Loca!!!!
even the april intakes get those places.

now it's giving me second thoughts of putting in any effort for the coming events?
will i even get the chance to perform in major events?
3 Ds:
Disappointment Depressed Desperate.
..........
It's not anyone's fault, neither is it mine.
i'm not trying to pick on anyone in specific,
i'm juz letting out things in my inner soul.

4.
one of the things i'll loooooove to look forward in life now is coaching dance at Innova JC.
at least my talent is recognized ttm there.
they even offered me to be their instructor for modern dance, no joke.
i may not be THAT skilled, but i use what i've learned,
and apply all those skills there.
the people there are all very committed, and they really appreciated my time to travel all the way from College East to Woodlands + my choreographing.
glad they liked the steps, it makes me happy too. =D
like one of those guys, Hannan said:
when it comes to Passion, NTH can stop u =)

yes i'm very very passionate abt dancing and i loooove teaching, also i wud want the best for my dancers.
the competitions coming O.O
hope we cud win this one :)

yep, so on thursday, i did some mastering on the finale song, and covered abracadbra with them lol.
had LOADS of fun.
yeah, i wud skip dance club juz for them.
at least for now.

5.
eek this person is like sooo irritating, always like following my clique.
it's pretty irritatingggggggggggggg can.
what makes it more irritating is when this "famous behated person" comes along too =.="
god, have to endure this for another 1 and a 1/2 year T.T

6.
and yes, u have friends that are pretty STICKY to u,
and have some people that are drifting further from u.
what happened?
it's like, this person turned diff overnight?
i dun wish to elaborate more but,
i hope this person saw what i wrote on fb and soon,
we cud be friends like how we were at the beginning of the year..

7.
Wheeeeeeee~
one of the things to look forward to everytime is outings with *Blings.
always, like ALWAYS had fun.
from movies to Restaurant dine-ins, to as simple as after sch gatherings and having simple meals tgt :)
*Bling ftw xp

Well, that's all i have to say.
i feel sooo much better now :))))

Signing Off
Dickson

*thank god and my ancestors for watching over me this period of time :)

Dance Club + Ms Elfa Party

2010-07-03T02:34:00.000-07:00

2/7/10

today woke up with a headache,
that had been going on for 3 days.
i met Wei Zhang, Nazri and Afiq early today.
like at 12pm.
then practiced the steps all the way till like 3.30pm,
then the Auditions.

the first one,
with Celest, i thought i screw up a little.
but then, here's what celest told me:
technique and everything is rite, juz that ur style in the choreo is abit here and there. but it's time for u to perform ardy.

oh,
hearing that, even though it's good news,
i wasn't happy at all.
like i said in facebook,
i ardy predicted i WON'T have the chance to get in.

and so,
2 teachers came in & celest wants us to do the dance AGAIN.
like, what??
this time round, i thought i did great.

but then,
i was threaten by the space available on the performance stage.
so Celest picked ppl again.
this time, i wasn't selected.
heres what she said:
technique and everything is rite, juz that ur style isn't rite.

wow,
so much for the "it's time for u to perform aready."

it all crashed my high hopes.
i worked so hard for it.
even though i predicted it,
i'm still dissapointed in it.

at least there are ppl out there who admires and appreciate my skills and also my choreographing.
i love those ppl that i coach at Innova JC.

so after dance,
there's this party at Ms Elfa's Condo.
i didnt wanted to go in the first place,
cuz i was STILL having the headache, and it was getting bad.
i was turning pale after dance actually.
then Wei Zhang insisted me to go.

i thought it was also a good oppotunity to like,
Bond with Dance Club ppl, so i went there eventually.
the address given was at Rivervale Link,
and i forgot who told us is at Seng Kang.

we at first took a bus there.
but it was getting late, 9pm ardy.
so got off and the 20 of us took cabs.

i was on the cab with Jia Yi, WZ & Alan.
it took awhile for us to get a cab.
then,
here's the best part.
when we reached seng kang,
the cabby doesn't know where's Rivervale.
WTF he's a Cabby and he doesn't know the roads?

so we circled around Seng Kang again & again.
then we called azurah.
oh, looks like we're not the only ones that are lost.
everyone's lost LOL.
in the end,
got off at the only Rivervale condo we could find.
we alighted there cuz some1 told us at Seng Kang,
beside Rivervale Mall.

$14 fare =.="
then called miss elfa and she said that wasn't the condo.
she told us it's at Punggol road.
gosh, dunno who told us at Seng Kang in the first place.
God. -_-"

we asked a passerby,
he told us there's another condo,
not too far away.
so we walked at the directions he pointed.
when we reached a bus-stop,
we asked another passer-by.
he said he's been living there for 3 years,
and there's only one condo,
which was the one previously.
???????????????

so we hailed afew cabs.
they all dunno =.="
then finaly, a cabby that knows the way.
awhile ltr,
OHHHHHHH!!!!
so it's hidden around the corner at punggol road.
not at Seng Kang at all =.="
$3.80 fare.

we found our way to the club house,
and then we had our dinner there.
reached at abt 10pm.
oh, and there's Darren! =D

so we left the place at 11.15pm,
went to a nearby bus-stop.
oh, got bus 88, straight home.
Wheeeee~~~
some other ppl took cab home.
i took 88 with afiq.
at least sum1 to accompany me to amk.
so we chatted abit,
then i'm alone all the way till TPY =.="

reached home,
too tired to blog,
so facedbooked, and litterally fell asleep infront of my lappy on my bed.
when i woke up in the morning,
i was like:
EEEEEKKKKK!!!!
WHERE'S MY LAPTOP! DID I KICKED IT TO THE FLOOR WHILE ASLEEP???????
oh my dad put in away.
he dodnt shut down, but it hibernated luckily >=p
(if not my electricity bills will go Wheeeeeee~~~)

Thanks for the day:
Jia Yi, for teaching and going thru with me the steps before the auditions.
Wei Zhang, for being there for me the whole day.
Lubbi & Mel for talkin to me.
and Afiq for accompanying me on the bus. :)

Sign Off
Dickson

*thank god and my ancestors for watching over me :)

Coaching Dance @ Innova JC

2010-07-01T08:03:00.000-07:00

woke up in the morning,
2nd day teaching @ Innova.
thinking that dance is at 5pm again.
so i took my time, and used my lappy =3
then.......
while in TPY central buying disc,
EEKKK!!!
noticed that the dance is actualy at 4pm!!!
so, i was an instructor that was late for an hour. =.="

signed in the school,
and started teaching the choreography.
well, i still left afew sets of 8s to cover with them..
but i had a totally wonderful time with them today.
they really appreciated my hard work =3

btw, tmr's the auditions for the Youth Olympic games performance in my sch.
i have really high hopes for this.
but for some reasons,
i think i DON'T stand a chance getting in..
is it just an illusion, or do i really dun have the chance?
i'll find out tmr :)

Thanks for the day:
Vanessa, for giving me the chance to instruct and to know such wonderful ppl,
most importantly, letting me discover the inner potential of me which other ppl dun see in me :)
the 8 dancers i taught today, for giving me a great time :)

30/05/10

today's the 1st day of class at Innova JC.
vanessa met me outside her school, and brought me in..
so, i headed to their dance studio and started teaching the choreography to 4 girls.
2 of them are new to dancing,
but they're all wonderful dancers.
i was freakin glad that they loved the choreo so much :)
i was worried that they didn't like it.

the guys came later after their CCA.
teach them in a group, 10 ppl in total.

at the end of the day,
i walked with some of them to Causeway Point and took the train back alone.

i was very happy with the compliments they gave me,
and i was also very impressed with their talents.

Quote of the day:
As long as you have the heart to learn,
NTH can stop u from becoming a dancer.

Thanks for the day:
Vanessa, Qeera, Valerie and the other girl, for being so enthu.
the 6 dancers, for the compliments,
and every1 for appreciating my hard work :)
we shall win this competition ya'll! =DD

Sign Off
Dickson

*thank god and my ancestors for watching over me for this 2 days =3

Dance Club

2010-06-29T09:10:00.000-07:00

woke up in the morning.....
look at my phone.....
EEEKKK!!

Rushed to school to meet Jia Yi.
supposed to meet at 1pm,
then i arrived 20mins late =.="

yala snoozed my alarm.
ALARM!!! snooze... ALARM!!! snooze... ALARM!!! (SH!T I'M LATE)
xpxp fb pages :)

yup then some other dancers were there early to practice the steps also.
Jia Yi teached me the parts and i could catch it eventually after some practice.

surprisingly, it wasn't boring today at all.
we were dancing the whole day.
(accept that they have to prac the couple part for 30mins)
then we keep replaying the song and dance =D

yup so overall,
i could get everything, except the couple part.
YAY!
i shall go sch early on friday to practice :)

Thanks For The Day!
Ppl i wanna thank for the day:
Jia Yi & Ridwan for teachin me the steps,
Izhar for encouraging me,
and Desiree for being there for me :)

Lastly,
Thank god and my ancestors watching over me.

okay,
i'mma continue downloading my new songs :)
tmr gotta dance the WHOLE day from 10am to 9pm.
6-9pm is not in sch actually :)

Sign Off
Dickson

Blog Update + Results + Happy Birthday Wei Lin!

2010-06-25T09:22:00.000-07:00

Yoz ppl!!!
i've finished renovating my bloggie!
meh heh heh.
(pls click refresh if items are "here and there")

Those ppl who's name appeared in the Links,
pls give me your blog links.

if your link doesnt work or changed the URL,
pls update me too :)

i've wrote some new songs so be sure to check out my youtube channel.
dun forget to subscribe too!!
i have afew of my latest tracks at the bottom right,
click on the links for others.

My Exam Results:
Itess: B
NWF: C
GPA: 2.5
wah! i hated Itess and i'm doing better than NWF!?
zzzz at least i passed =.="

Danceclub Today:

hmmm, today did not learnt anything.
more like Sit Down & Watch them dance.
they're like treatin me as spare tire.
yesterday they did my blockin,
today put me out. ???

it was a waste of time, seriously.
if i knew this was gonna happen,
i wudda Sit Down & Watch movie @ Cathay with my Colleagues!
celebrating Wei Lin's Birthday.
So, to kill boredom,
i dragged Desiree to practice the steps with me.
ya can catch the steps ardy.
gonna meet Jia Yi early next tues to practice those steps idk.

ohya,
Happy BDAY Wei Lin!
pai seh i didnt meet u guys today,
cuz i went to my CCA.
didnt expect it to turn out like that :/
i wanted to meet u guys in the evening,
but Jon say u guys going home after the movie =(
hope u enjoyed urself anyway!

Hmmm,
My holiday Plans?
since my results are out, i'm lesser stressed now,
besides Sentosa keep spamming my phone askin me to work.
so, i'm gonna really focus on my hobbies now.
i'm gonna write more music and Give more memory space to dance.
have to focus on YOG now!

so,
i think givin up SAF was the right thing to do that time.
if not i wudda get worse results =/

Well,
that's it for today.
Leave a tag!!!

Sign Off
Dickson

Scale Of Friendship WITH comments

2010-05-24T09:52:00.000-07:00

i dunno how to start writing, too much happened.. maybe i shall juz keep it in my heart..

let's move on.
oh yeah, there's this person, a very BAD actor, trying to act sympathetic. NOT WORKIN~, as a matter of fact, tat person's juz makin "it's" image worse. oh yeah, who needs "it's" sympathy anyway? tat person will nvr know how dumb "it" is everytime "it" talks. and for 4 weeks, "it" could'nt get what everybody is hinting "it" lol. too bad then.

SCALE OF FRIENDSHIP™

(all the stats are me againts the person. eg MY toleration, MY closeness towards the person, etc)

Scale Review:
0% - 29% 30% - 49% 50% - 69% 70% - 84% 85% - 100%

selected ppl are:

Wardah (Classmate, We're 2 Hi!per Clique/Clan)
closeness: 79% -> 90% =D
toleration: 100%
trust: 100%

comments:
you're an Awesome friend lah can. understanding and a good listener, always join in the singing. where to find? =D

Azzura (Classmate, We're 2 Hi!per Clique/Clan)
Closeness: 75% -> 90%
toleration: 79% -> 90%
turst: 79% -> 95%

comments:
Azzura, always there for me, always joins in my singing, always hype with me lol.

Vicky (Classmate, We're 2 Hi!per clique/clan)
closeness: 70% -> 89%
toleration 81% -> 90%
turst: 70% -> 90%

comments:
vvvvvvicky "Bard"star (badstar) lol irritatingly amazing friend i cannot live without in the classroom XP

Irwin (Classmate, We're 2 Hi!per clique/clan)
closeness: 70% -> 87%
toleration: 70% -> 80%
trust: 69% -> 87%

Comments:
always a companion, agrees with decisions.

George (Classmate, We're 2 Hi!per Clique/clan)
closeness: 60% -> 75%
toleration: 100%
trust: 100%

comments:
now i know u well enuf i know how crazy u are lol xp

Kai Leng (Classmate, We're 2 Hi!per Clique/Clan)
Closeness: 30% -> 77%
toleration: 100%
trust: 100%

comments:
laugh laugh laugh, got sum1's laugh can brighten every1's day wor xp

Puay Siang (Classmate, We're 2 Hi!per Clique/Clan, Celestrial Intensity Dance Crew *ally of V.I Dance crew)
closeness: 60% -> 85%
toleration: 100%
trust: 100%

comments:
a very nice person who everyone can find a topic to chit-chat all the way lol xp always a companion to me, whether is it in class, or outside.

Wei Zhang (Classmate, We're 2 Hi!per Clique/Clan, Celestrail Intensity Dance Crew *ally of V.I Dance Crew)
closeness: 60% -> 90%
toleration: 60% -> 80%
trust: 75% -> 88%

comments:
ur a MR.On guy! ask u out confirm no prob one lah. everytime dance only u, puay siang and desire i can talk to :/ if not i wudden survive lol.

Benedict
closeness: *Censored*
Toleration: *Censored*
Trust: *Censored*

Fareez (Classmate)
Closeness: 10% -> 70%
toleration: 100%
trust: 10% -> 80%

comments:
oi... oi! ROCKSTAR! calling u! yes u! XP joker lah Fareez xp

We're 2 Hi!per is the group of ppl i can really count on. u guys ROCK my life big time!
pls visit my FB! =D

Sign off
Dickson

06/04/2010 Universal Studios Singapore!

2010-04-07T10:01:00.000-07:00

Time Check: 5.30am
yarwn..
Wake up in the morning feeling like bit dizzy.
got my contacts i'm out the door gonna hit Sentosa.
before i leave, brush my teeth, do some morning call.
cuz when i leave for the night,
i'm gonna have a BLAST.
(lols, love Tik Tok)

Time Check: 7.15am
yup, took train from Toa Payoh to HarbourFront, meet Wei Zhang, Puay Siang and Gorge.
walked to HarbourFront Centre KFC had a breakfast, while waiting for that Benedict.
he was an hour late, confidently saying he'll definately be on time.

Time Check: 8.35am
Rushing to the Monorail station, before my colleague leaves for break.
(cuz i'm getting FREE entry for the monorail, and i'm bringing my clan in xpxpxp)
took the train to Waterfront station, validated our tickets and claimed food and retail coupons, and queued for the gates to open. LOL.
it was less than 50 ppl queuing. we were at the front of the line.

Time Check: 9am
FINALY, the gates are opened and we got in!
we kinda wasted half and hour cuz of renting the lockers. ($20 bucks for it!)
took photos with Kong-Fu Panda!!
xpxp
Wei Zhang was damn ass bad lah!
he go pull the tail of Woody Woodpecker LOLS.
we rushed our way passed Hollywood, then to Sci-Fi City which had a breath-taking view of Battlestar Galactica Roller Coaster. (which was closed since 2 weeks ago due to technical fault T.T )
it was truely 13 stories high, with loads of flipping invasions up-side-down thingys. giving shivers juz by looking at it.
well, to ease our disapointment, we continued walking towards Ancient Egypt for another roller coaster.

Time Check: 9.30am
suprising, from the map it looked like a long ass walk towards the Ancient Egypt.
as a matter of fact it took us 10mins to reach.
OMFG queue time for The Revenge Of The Mummy roller coaster was 5mins!!!
lemme tell u what.
it was a looooooooong walk to get to the platform.
they proberbly prepared a long queue for it.
the walk was LITERALLY FIVE MINUTES.
tat explained the waiting time.
it was like a maze inside, and the staffs were like scaring us xp

Time Check: 9.40am
FINALY! we reached the platform.
Staff: Hi, how many of you?
Me: juz five of us.
we were the ONLY guest there.
cuz we're early xp
the whole train, max capacity of 16ppl,
were occupied by juz the 5 of us.
we IMMEDIATELY got onto the Roller Coaster as soon as we reached the platform.

Time Check: 9.45am
3 Staffs: Bye! enjoy ur ride!

Description of The Revenge Of The Mummy Roller Coaster (i memorised it all cuz we blardy hell rode it 16 times!!!)
it's a indoor ride from Ancient Egypt.
High Velocity Coaster, so we have to keep EVERYTHING into the free lockers at the side.

Anouncement from the speakers in the train: Please remain seated. keep your hands and legs within the car at all times.
the attendants checked our safety bars.

started slowly off the platform.
Speakers: The book.... findddd... the book....
amazed by the sceneries, the train still moving slowly, with juz 5 of us as passengers.

Victim: you must find the "book of the living"! you have to get it to defeat the mummy! it's your only hope!
The Mummy: SILENCE! you will NEVERRR find that book! your souls, WILL BE MINE WHAA HAHA!

train still slowly enters a chamber, then we got shocked when random mummies poped out of no where with REAL FIRE.
we could really feel the heat!
slowly, turned towards the right while the DOOR IS CLOSING on us!!!

SCREAMSSSSS, the train went down the slope and braked all of the suddent and crashed onto a wall!
5 sec later, we found ourselves REVERSED fast down a steep slope and braked again.
this time, the train made a 180 degree turn.
OMFG!!!!!
IT'S A HILL LIFT!
it's so damn high!!! screams!
the train sped up the hill thru a skull's head a made a steep left-hand drop.
we twisted and banked for like a hell of 40sec before we stopped into a chamber.

The Mummy: you'll NEVER find the book! You will never get out!!
*a book shines infront of him*
The Mummy: What?!?! The Book Of Living? NOOO!

our train droped to a photo taking part where we all posed.
had a couple more twist and banks before we finished the ride.
while approching the platform,
we saw a coffin.
The Mummy: this PHATHATIC wooden case will never contain me! i will return!
LOL.

clapped and cheered when we reached the platform. (it's a tradition to do it if u liked the ride.)
The Revenge Of The Mummy is an Extreamly AWESOME ride, you guys have to ride it, i recommend it!!!

we exited the ride and we saw our photos taken during the ride.
$18 each =.=
i always had the perfect angle of the camera xp
The first walk and ride felt the longest.
ALL of us kept shouting OMG, OMG, AHHHHHHHHH! OMG! during the ride.
we had to do it again! (what to do when battlestar galactica isnt open?)
gorge was kinda having a fear for it.
he didnt wanted to go on it again,
but we manage to pull him.

so, we rode it like 10 times?
and after that we came back and rode another 6times.
in conclusion, the mummy died 16 times LOLOLOL
the staffs kept seeing us lol!
everytime we see the uncle working there he will be like:
whaa! again uh! keep on going! keep it up!
the staffs tried to scare us during the walk but it didnt work after the 1st time.
whenever they scare us,
we'll go: Ohh-ohh-ohh-ohh-OHHHH GONE IN A BAD ROMANCE RAR RAR RAR AH AH~
LOL hyper eh?
Ride Rating: 4.5/5!!!

Time Check: HUH? 12pm ONLY?

we went to the nearby Accelerator in the Sci-Fi City.
it's a spinning tea-cup ride.
but it's damn fast!
with fast flashing lights.
it'll be hell in the night riding it!
truely the "accerlerator"
3mins ride.
ride rating: 1.5/5
(boring though)

okay then we had a walk thru Madagascar, saw Alex the lion, Marty Zebra, Gloria Hippo, Melmon, 4 penguins, king julient. but one attraction isn't ready yet. the other was a Merry-Go-Round. lol. continued walking towards The Kingdon Of Far Far Away
(lol the park is so small we can practically walk one round with less than 20mins.)

Time Check: 12.45pm
so we went on a miniture roller coaster in the kingdom of Far Far Away, called the Enchanted Airways.
took a walk from Accelerator.
queue time was 10mins =.= (for a miniture coaster?)
i tell u.
it was 3 stories high even though it was a coaster for family and kids!
at least 10times better than the one in Escape Theme Park!
we rode it 3 times.
safety bars felt very loose. ben's was worse.
wasnt really comfortable seating in the train.
1min ride.
Ride rating: 3/5 stars

okay, next door's Shrek 4D Cinema.
waiting time? 20mins.
it's the longest queue line we queued in the park.
it's a cute story, before u go in the cinema, grab a pair of 3d glasses & they bring u into a room,
have to participate in some activities.
besides water, u feel other elements like wind and things falling down on you.
the seats will like bump bump move left, right, forward backward also.
like 250 seats?
20min ride (including the activities b4 entering the cinema)
Ride Rating: 3.5/5

Time Check: 2.20pm
then we took a ride in Canopy Flyer in Jurrasic park.
it's a suspended roller coaster, which ur feet is dangling off the ground.
queue time? 10mins.
it's a lame 30sec ride, but it swings fast.
rode it once. got shocked to see a 30mins queue line after that! lol
ride rating: 2/5 stars.

Time Check: 2.45pm
okay, we then proceed to the Jurrasic Park Rapids Adventure.
queue time? 30mins.
we walked back to our lockers to put our stuffs and came back.
queue time? 15mins.
how wonderful.
we boarded a round float boat.
9 passengers.
it's a wet ride.

Ride Description:
6-7mins ride. long eh?
we go thru the gates, seeing some moving herbivour Dinosaurs.
some spits saliva (water actualy) lol
the river is like shaking our boat real bad.
we got kinda dizzy.

someone in a jeep: Attention all guest! there's a flooding in the Research Building! we have to evacuate you immediately at outpost B!!

the 3 americans' on our boat, reactions was so funny. they thought it was for real!
then we saw a boat that's fliped over.
then we got slided down and got hit left and right, spinning and spinning.
then entered the research building.
saw the T-Rex in a window with it's sound effects.
speakers: Warning! you are within range of the last Dangerous Dinosaur! *repeat and repeat
*siren keeps ringing.

then we came to a complete stop.
we got slided into a cabin.
it was an elevator!!
we got elevated for about juz 2 stories, and the T-Rex head come down trying to bite us.
we posed. (cuz there's a camera in the T-Rex mouth)
then we splashed down the 2 stories drop (boring)
i was facing the right direction. facing downwards.
benedict and puay siang was facing us.
they sway.
THEY GOT ALL WET HAHAHAHAHA.
literally DRENCHED!
then reaching a platform, there's this dino like trying to make sure we're wet.
it's constantly spiting saliva.
BUT ALL MISS ME LOL
so i was ALL DAMN DRY HAHAHA.
Staff: eh? u all posed for the picture is it? very nice, i saw ur pictures.
same thing like the mummy, we had a look at our photos.

Benedict was not happy, he wanted to make sure i'm wet.
so we went on it again.
queue time was 10mins this time.
lols.
this time i'm facing the wrong direction.
me and Wei Zhang got all wet.
but benedict. got me laughing as hell.
HE GOT DRENCHED TWICE HAHAHAHA.

Ride Rating: 3.5/5
kinda boring, the drop's too low!
escape one's higher 3 times!
but this is wetter =.=
u either get ALL COMPLETELY DRY.
OR u get ALL COMPLETELY WET.
lols.

Time Check: 4pm
we went to our lockers to change then,
we went to Luise Signature Pizza at New York City to have our late lunch.
we had $10 food coupons each.
the BIG GIGANTIC pizza is like 3 times of the size of my head, cost $32 only.
cheaper and DAMN NICER than pizza hut. we ransacked the pamazzan cheese and re-filled it lol.
so we ordered a Hawaiian Pizza, with 4 drinks and a 6pcs Mozzerella Cheese stick.
omg the cheese i pulled it like 6inches off my mouth!

Time Check: 4.50pm
lucky our food was served fast. (less than 10mins!!)
we went on Treasure Hunters in ancient egypt to cool ourselves down and digest.
it's a slow monorail jeep-car ride.
then our jeep got off-sync with the sceneries lol.
5mins ride lol.
Ride Rating: 1/5
(really boring)

Time Check: 5.10pm
parks about to close. =(
okay. i know we rode on The Revenge Of The Mummy like 10 times earlier.
we HAD TO ride it again LOL.
the queue time is FOREVER 5MINS!!! =DDD
thx to the walking which kills time.
so the same old staffs see us again.
we had a full-loaded train afew times.
it's more fun when everyone's screaming together.
then benedict was like a spoiler, saying out the braking park when we crashed the wall. =X
the 5 of us made every1 onboard hyper,
by screaming before the drops or anything happens.
the funny part is,
i started screaming 3sec before we reversed.
this first-timer girl beside me, looked at me like "what? u shout for what?"
then when we suddently reverse i kept laughing at the look on her face throughout the ride LOL.
3 sec b4 she was like "what?" the 3sec later she was screaming like a mad girl LOL.

Time Check: 5.57pm
AHHHHHH!
running for the last ride on the mummy!!!
we got so used to it that we know all the shortcuts on the walk.
some other ppl behind us was following us.
from a 5mins walk became a 1min walk LOLS.

the last ride was kinda sick.
we were stuck for 3mins ON-BOARD.
it got all of us very very worried.
THEN we heard this:

speakers: The Revenge Of The Mummy is a High-Velocity roller coaster. to enjoy this ride, please keep all lose items and belongings in the lockers for your safety and better experience. *keep repeating*
seems like sum1 on our train had a camera on his hand.
we saw the animatrons and lights moving infront of us, off-synced our train.
it got us even worried when the ride resumed WITHOUT any sound effects and any animatrons moving!
all we could hear was the sound of the coaster moving on the tracks.
the full-loaded train, all of us was quiet.
then when it reached the part the train hitted the wall,
it resumed to normal.
phew.
conclusion, the ride is even scarier WITHOUT any sound or anything moving.

after the last ride we saw the uncle again.
Uncle: How many times u all ride ardy?
us: 16 times!! lol.
Uncle: can remember the story or not?
us: REMEMBERED EVERYTHING LOL.

hey, Gorge conquered his fear of coasters! grats lol.

Time Check: 6.08
lol so we found out that the ride was like about 3.5minutes?
we took a look around The Mummy shop to spend our $5 retail coupon.
nth much, everything was Expensive.
so we headed to the battlestar galactica shop.
i bought a cool keychain for $3.80 haha.
benedict bought another key chain.
wei zhang bought a cool set of poker cards lol.
we heard from the staff that battlestar galactica won't operate until at least a month later.
T.T

Time Check: 6.20pm
CAM WHORE.
WOW OH WOW.
there's this ally that looks so much like the past of New York!
even got sound effects of ppl quarreling and baby crying in those appartments.
taking photos there was like Shooting album covers lols.
then we stumble upon a EXTREAMLY beautiful view of battlestar galactica on a mini jetty at a lake.
so the cam goes click click click.
then we saw a London cab.
lol.
group photoed with it.

Time Check: 6.45pm
security guards chasing us out of Hollywood lol.
we took our belongings, then went to take the monorail back.
all of us was soooo exhausted.
so after that.
Puay Siang and Gorge went home,
me, WZ and Ben went to Bugis Iluma Arcade for a while.

Time Check: 8.30pm
time to go home!
sleepy sleepy, took train back.
walking like a drunk man otw back home.
feeling still full after eating that humongous pizza,
so i bathed and went to bed immediately.

had a greattt day there!
sure to come back next time =D
pictures coming soon!! =DDDD

Sign off this looooong post
Dickson

2010-03-11T08:57:00.000-08:00

Harlo Harlo,
today, went to sch at 2pm,
sit for a half hour test,
then there i go:
I FAILED MY TEST. WHEEEEE I GOTTA RETEST.

yep, then went to Bugis iluma Arcade play Jubeat, Technika and DDR to celebrate the Failure.
lols.
play till hand tired, leg also tired. LOL.
then, reached home at 11pm+
facebooking and restaurant city. =D
also, making a few new songs.
currently Collaborating with another artist, hope to release a BOMB on Youtube. xp
(confident i will)
lalala im falling asleep in front of my com.
sch starts ltr at 8am.
EEKS.
btw, HAPPY BDAY LUKE SIR!!
heh heh heh.

SCALE OF FRIENDSHIP™

(all the stats are me againts the person. eg MY toleration, MY closeness towards the person, etc)

Scale Review:
0% - 29% 30% - 49% 50% - 69% 70% - 84% 85% - 100%

selected ppl are:

Benedict
closeness: 50% -> 80%
Toleration: 30% -> 77%
Trust: 75% -> 85%

Esmonde (classmate)
closeness: 10% -> 35%
Toleration: 100%
Trust: 50%

Yi Zhu (classmate)
closeness: 10% -> 35%
Toleration: 100%
Trust: 65%

Sign Off
Dickson aka
DJ Burningjay

P.S what u want may not always be what you get. what u have, others may not have.
Cherish the perfect, Make use of the odds.

2010-03-08T09:37:00.000-08:00

SCALE OF FRIENDSHIP™

(all the stats are me againts the person. eg MY toleration, MY closeness towards the person, etc)

Scale Review:
0% - 29% 30% - 49% 50% - 69% 70% - 84% 85% - 100%

selected ppl are:

Benedict
Closeness: 75% -> 50%
Toleration: 35% -> 30%
Trust: 85% -> 75%

Comments:
overall rating going down.
in the morning, ardy irritate me.
i nvr say i going out with him, he juz assume i will,
then becuz of tat, he brought his hoody for nth and complain complain,
say hoody his "hoody is heavy" and makes his bag look very bulky.
wat kind of crap.
he can't take jokes anymore. and it's the regular kind of joke we always do.
witness? Azura, Vicky, Irwin, Wardah. we all dun1 share and make jokes with him anymore ardy.
i also dun1 talk to him for now.
if this goes on, ratings will continue to go down, and the bridge may be burnt. :/

Hamdan (Classmate)
Closeness: 25% -> 65%
Toleration: 100%
Trust: 50% -> 80%

comments:
A great friend to be with, very fun and cheerful. :)

Wardah (classmate)
Closeness: 30% -> 70%
Toleration: 100%
Trust: 50% -> 90%

comments:
she's a very good listener, and very understanding towards conversations.
Hamdan and Wardah are the ppl i could trust the most in class currently. :)

Irwin (classmate)
Closeness: 32% -> 63%
Toleration: 90% -> 89%
Trust: 50% -> 80%

comments:
getting to know him better ardy, but he may get kinda off for a while sometimes,
so my tolaration is actualy not very stable towards him. but he's a fine person, can count on him to be a companion when i'm alone :)

Puay Siang (Classmate, Dancemate)
Closeness: 30% -> 70%
Toleration: 100%
Trust: 70% -> 90%

comments:
i think i shld get to know her more 1st, but currently i have zero issues with her,
not even any minor prob. gaining trust, and i think she could be a very good friend :D

well, that's all for the scale of friendship. tune in to the next one yeah?
who knows if ur one of the selected ppl?

Sign off
DJ Burningjay

New Contacts!! Yay! =P

2010-02-19T03:35:00.000-08:00

yoz ppl!
i finally got my contact lenses! (ytd actualy)
i got the blue one,
and here are some pics of me with it =D

END of 8 Years Friendship? Nah.. + Scnale Of Friedship™

2010-02-17T05:29:00.000-08:00

To:
so called best friend for going-to 8 years.

i cant force u to change urself.
ur attitude problem is getting from bad to worse since the end of last year till now.
problems tat are settled u still wanna argue.
i can literally PREDICT tat ur now spoiling my image by plurking all the bad things abt me,
while it's ur fault.
u'll do anything to turn the tables around in ur friends view.

u may think tat ur a Superstar or a Superhot idiot on Plurk,
i DONT care,
dun forget who ur really fking are in real life.

u have to grow up sia.
i hate to say this but our classmates like Azura all think the same way.
my gan mummy, even Cheryl.
even though i dun like Jordon, i still have to side him on this one.

u make things big, u urself also know.
Alot of times u wrong liao u also dun wan admit.
im not like u.
if im right i fight till the end.
i wrong, i keep my mouth SHUT.
u juz keep on argueing argueing.
u said that im getting irritating.
lolz, it's the OTHER WAY ROUND.
always think it's other ppl fault.

new addition to ur att prob is the way u talk is like u own the place.
best part is U DUN EVEN NOTICE IT.

u said u know ur bad attitude, and is trying to change.
god's sake are u even TRYING?

im nt sum1 u can juz hit a pillow to.
i need my own respects, i need my own space also.
i dun like it when u force me to go hang out with u, sumthings ur also bring ur own friends.
even if ur treating me for wadeva shyt.

it's very hard for me to focus alot of things now.

Libras need balance in Life.
and i have to juggle School, Dance, DJ-ing, and now even more friendship probs?

To the Public:
but shld i give up on this stressing friendship???
nah, not now.. see how things goes first..
tat means i still haveda endure..
been tolerating for afew years..
i wud apreciate if u guys tag =D

SCALE OF FRIENDSHIP™

(all the stats are me againts the person. eg MY toleration, MY closeness towards the person, etc)

Scale Review:
0% - 29% 30% - 49% 50% - 69% 70% - 84% 85% - 100%

selected ppl are:

Benedict
Closeness: 95% -> 75%
Toleration: 85% -> 35%
Trust: 90% -> 85%

Azura
Closeness: 68% -> 80%
Toleration: 80% -> 90%
Trust: 60% -> 84%

Vicky
Closeness: 49% -> 70%
Toleration: 80% -> 90%
Trust: 70% -> 83%

Jordon
Closeness: 29%
Toleration: 80% -> 75%
Trust: 70% -> 0% (LMAO HAHAHA =D)

Yu Qing
Closeness: 30% -> 72%
Toleration: 100%
Trust: 74% -> 90%

Wei Zhang
Closeness: 20% -> 69%
Toleration: 80% -> 90%
Trust: 65% -> 81%

New Songs

2010-02-16T05:54:00.000-08:00

ehs ps i lazy update my blog, so tell u my new songs first.
DJ Burningjay - Katy Perry: Hot N Cold Remix (click the mixpod if it doesnt play >>)

working on new collaborations (songs) with awesome ppl like Over2, icy3fress, AsianCovers, ThumpingPenguines and counting more =D (some lazy say)
im one step closer to my dreams now, and fame is incresing =D

i wanna be a world class producer so badly :(

DJ Burningjay

New Work Life In Sentosa

2009-12-31T13:50:00.000-08:00

yoz ppl!
basically now in my new job i aready learn to do all Monorial Station Rover, Station GR, Crowd Control, Ticketing @ Sentosa and Beach Station, Sky Tower Ticketing, Endorsement.
(proud to be one of the few workers like this)
so everytime in my deployment i always get different places, so i wun get bored =D

basically doing Crowd Control and Monorial Rover is my Fav luh.
i like to chase guest to stand behind the yellow line XPXP

why stand muz stand behind yellow line u may ask?
yaluh cuz for safety reasons mah.
(ultimate reason is we don't wan the train drivers to HORN at us)
tell u first before u kena HORN by the train =,="
everytime will jump.
especially imbiah station the worst one.

i wonder when the Universal Studios Theme Park and the Resort World Sentosa all opens,
Waterfront station is gonna be a HELL OF A HORN!
(btw Waterfront Station is still under construction now. will open in 4jan xp)

yeah today worked for 12hours for the countdown thingy at both Siloso Beach Party and Vivo City Countdown. then today did GR. wearing the Beach party "Crew Shirt" (so cool! xp)
yeah it's the uniform for the day and we get to keep it!
haha,
then saw Joey, Wei Zhuang, Joyce, Jeremy with their friends.
Yup the cutted my finger when setting up the Q poles for the next day -.-"
yah i today work 4pm to 4am (yup yup evening to morning)
then 3pm to 12.45am after that. so total will be like working over 20hours luh.
so tiring.
haix.
miss dancing lolx.

Dickson aka
DJ Burningjay

N-Level Results

2009-12-31T13:43:00.000-08:00

N-Level Results got a 20points ZZZ.
then got into Simei ITE, 4jan start school.
(Eh Eh! that is the day when the new monorail station at sentosa opens! the Waterfront Station)
got into info-comm technology course blah blah blah
intend to take dance and music as CCA blah blah blah

haven buy uniform yet -,-"
school starts at 9am.
(whoo hoo got more time for me to pig)

Dickson aka
DJ Burningjay

2009-10-19T05:58:00.000-07:00

Yoz!!
my BDAY juz pasted,
officialy 16yrs old ardy whoohoo!!
(can watch nc16 ardy)
mu-hu-ah-hahahaha

eh heh heh.
got the cake in my face thx to ivan and my gan mummy xp
so creamy lolx
got zi qian mummy, gou wei daddy, han chong kor, cheryl mei, her bro, ivan, claire, benny, and my blood family.
unexpected party lolx.
thanks you all uh!!
xp

happy bday to CheRocker also!!
cant wait to record our song!!
seeya in escape this thurs!!
(sad escape closing down.. see it's last moments before Universal Studios Singapore Theme Park open in sentosa)

i applied for the job at sentosa ardy with benny and Benjamin..
hope i get it!!
T.T

back backa backa backer
BACKSTABER (backstaber)

yoz!!
2 more songs to my youtube!!

Midnight Attack
Milkyway Fantasy (Extanded & Facelifted)

To some People i know =)

2009-09-20T01:04:00.000-07:00

idk lah.

i really dunno whatcha all thinking lah hor.
thanks to sum1 for making it damn obvious tat day at mac lor.
if u ppl are seeing this.

u know who u are.

oh,
im not the only one who feels that way also.
it's like.
very unreasonable can?
u like it if ur friends avoid u for nth,
dun1 talk to u for nth?
even if the both of us got smth u ppl dun like,
can u all at least tell us nicely??

is it worth to juz burn years of friend relationship?
juz tell us nicely, we will change.
if got nth for us to change, then whats the reason for the as-if-like "coldwar"
the both of us dun really like it.

im having a real hard time this year especialy.

maybe god is punishing me for being way too kind to NOT leave out any1.
i juz miss u all can?
the way we used to be.

i hope within the following days we can improve the situation.

Dickson

Sign Off

yoz ppl!!

i uploaded the following songs on youtube ardy:

Lady Gaga: Love Game Remix

Britney Spears: Radar Remix

DJ Burningjay

2009-08-29T07:46:00.001-07:00

yep that thing settled.
now can study and dance in peace.

oh wow dunno who on monday trying to show me attitude?
trying to make me scared?
i tell u. it's useless.
i know im not doing anything wrong.
too bad it didnt work.

tmr going dance.
monday performance ekk.
have to perfect everything by tmr.
zzzzz.
i have to study.
buck up math!!!
die!!
die!!

New on my Youtube:
Flo-rida Feat. Wynter Gordon: Sugar Remix
Lady GaGa - Poker Face Dance Remix

Coming Soon!!:
T.I - Whatever You Like Remix
Britney Spears - Radar Remix
lil Wayne VS T.I - Lollipop (Whatever You Like Re-Remix)
Rihanna - Warning Tornado Remake/Remix
Lady GaGa - Fashion Remix (preview)
Kat Deluna - Run The Show Ramake/Remix (Preview)

Sign Off
DJ Burningjay

NX Frenzy and PM to WenTing

2009-08-23T04:11:00.000-07:00

yoz ppl.
today woke up at abt... 10am?
then bus-ed down all the way to hougang mall at 2.30 and still,
have to wait benny -.-"
thought i was late ardy and he's later than me.
wat the piang?

yeah then played nx dance machine. (the diagonal arrowed one)
whoooo hoooo!!
i can play all the lvl7 songs ardy! (see till eyes blur blur)
and also play lvl6 freestyle double sided both player arrows.
so happy.
yep then went to benny's house to blog, settle my DJ things and my youtube updates.
going out to play nx again at mall. siao liao!
kk gtg..

My PM To Wenting:
im saying these in a nice way ok. we accused u with reasons. i think over and over b4 i post these. so juz RELAX first and read. if ur really not the spamming u got nth to worry. =)

Why SHOULD we accuse Wen Ting for impersonating "Oh!" and spaming my blog:

1. such a coincidence she posted this on her blog: i heard dickson bragging abt his jumpstyle which is im the one who teach him! THEN this BIG BIG coincidence showed up in the tagbox: fancy dickson go say that you know how to jumpstyle before JSI does..when your jump style is wenting teach you de! moon walk also wenting teach de...
another thing. HOW SHE KNOW WT TEACH ME ALL THESE? think.

2. nurul only tell me, cheryl and wenting that she spammed M.A.D's blog. how is "Oh!" know???

3. (one of the key points) how come "Oh!" know so much of v.i stuffs? think. she knows abt haikal they all, and say things like we nvr inform our members abt dance pracs. she knew we danced for "silver circle event" and how she know it's the core dancers? how she know Wenting used to be the asst. leader?

4. "Oh!" is one of the dancers in the event.

5. what a coincidence "oh!" mentioned abt wen ting. stethanie also quit. why nvr bring her up to the topic??

6. only Wenting, cheryl, nurul, lynette, benny heard me sing before.(i rmb damn clearly, cuz i don usually sing) say i sing until KNS? oww.. i didnt even really sing and my voice is nice enuf ardy. ONLY cheryl and Benny heard my REAL singing b4.

7. V.I made sudden huge improvement from the previous performances. after she quits.

8. how did she know that we're gonna use back some of the steps?

9. how does she know im related to sean abt dancing?

10. don think abt saying it's anyone from the crew who did this. i know them soooooo well. i know their potentials.

11. she got a conflict with cheryl last time. then our relationship drifted farrrrrrr away. then she not active in v.i, always go jokarx there when v.i got prac. then during prac she juz sit there and watch, then leave early. then usually dont talk, like we force her to come, like very not happy like that.

12. she's like backstabbing us? keep telling our dancers that we didnt inform them abt pracs?
okay lemme tell u this:

-lynette and adelle not free for the silver circle dance performance. SO, we didnt tell them. see the tag. lynette herself tagged it.
-rion. we keep telling her abt pracs but she nvr turn up, always say got smth on, or M.I.A. usaully leave early, then nvr put in effort in dance.
-junren & kelvin quited. haikal still hanging on. BUT still? similar to rion. also then admited himself he prefered jumping and shuffle, and wanted to quit to open his own crew.

13. that's alot of proof.

Why SHOULD NOT we accuse Wen Ting for impersonating "Oh!" and spaming my blog:

1. we used to be very close tgt. we even hang out, and also went to escape with JUST the 3 of us. (cheryl also) that time when she quited v.i, she was very cold towards me and cheryl, dunno why, thought she still have that incident hainging in her heart. so we washed out a copy of a pic that we took at escape and gave it to her, hope that our friendship wont drift further. but i guess oh well. that time we even sent that pic to Teenage Magazine, NOW THEN APPEAR in this month de magazine. so i guess it came out at the wrong time? so the "trying to patch" is meaningless.

2. the IP address different. (err. so? cant she use another computer?)

3. Wen Ting was very nice towards me like last 2 weeks.

4. yeah. eventhough the "SHOULD" out numbered the "SHOULD NOT" (by alot) in my heart, honestly we all still feel that it's wen ting that spammed my blog. but on the other hand, it may be a HUGE misunderstanding due to the coincidence. if u didnt notice, the first time "Oh!" striked, we didnt accuse WenTing for spaming my blog until i saw that post in WenTing's blog. then she striked again. so yeah. that's enuf proof tp say that it was a misunderstanding.

so yeah, wen ting. your seeing this now i know.
ur pissed, im pissed, joey's pissed for you, the whole of V.I is pissed for me.
yeah, we're EVEN cuz we both posted nasty things abt each other due to some stupit misunderstanding which COULDNT BE AVOIDED.
lets meet up PERSONALY to talk abt it okay? =)
and i say this first. wan talk, TALK PROPERLY. (juz telling you)
we ought to APOLOGISE TO EACH OTHER.
this is EVEN, not odd.
none of these could have been prevented, with so much evidence that we thought it wud be you who spammed my blog.
so yeah. monday tuesday not a good day. im gonna chiong v.i liao. teachers day coming. i will msg u the day before when we can conveniently meet. juz to remind u again: yao jiang hua jiang hao hao. =)

Take care V.I, Wenting, joey,
fellow friends and other viewers.

sign off
Dickson aka DJ Burningjay & BJay

p.s
whee, i uploaded new tunes in my youtube channel. a sneak preview of my coming album will be posted on youtube soon.
Subscribe for updates!

To My Some Guy I Recently Hate, and he don't even know that.

2009-07-08T01:42:00.000-07:00

plz lah hor..
no creativity is it..
why must copy ppl?
what is ur brain for man.
wait. are you even acting like a man?

Step Aside.

u don't know how much ppl hate ya do you?
so act somemore.
even if i have haters it wont be more than you i garentee.
ppl know me in a positive way.
ppl know you in a.....
ahem.

get back in your dreams man.
oh wait.
that explains why you dont have so much friends.
TOO BAD.
im more welcomed than you.
( i have to be bhb if not this person does'nt know who the heck is he.)

aiyo.
ppl will know you copy anw.
just a matter of time.
you watch out.
im still gonna be like a good friend to u.
im a backstabber AFTER YOU are.

cheap piece of shit.
step aside, let me walk.

im gonna rock the house b4 YOU DO.
jealous? ohwell.
you shldnt have wat you dont deserve anw.

Dickson

P.S
Bjay and BShin -> Black Fire

23/6/09 Hope Centre's Camp (chalet)

2009-07-03T13:12:00.000-07:00

today started kind of..
irritated.
i spent half an hour waiting for that benny.
until then i decided to pang sgeh him, or i will be late.

(i was waiting for him at home, all ready. planed to meet on bus until i decided to go myself)

i took bus 88 from terminal to terminal.
tpy to pasir ris.
i was 10mins late thanks to him.
i remembered spamming his phone with loads of missed calls.
he was the last person to arrive at 10.30am
then evry said this to him when he come:
Hi Benny (in a damn sarcastic way)
huan ying guang lin! re lieh huan ying!!
LOLX damn funny.

then waited for the bus for 20mins.
reached the bungollo near the beach.
unpacked and started introducing and went into groups to discuss the night performance.
it's smth which evry group has to do,
weather skit, sing, or dance.
yep u guessed it.
my group did dance.
tell u abt it in a while.

next we played amazing race.
1st went to century square,
then to east point when we encounter smth.
we were playing a game,
we had to find 3 strangers to shout a cheer to the 2nd floor with us.
when we were abt to leave, this FAT lady stopped us.

Manager: oi. where are you all from har? how gave u all permission to do this?

us: huh? who are u?

manager: i am the manager of this mall, and i run the mall. who gave u all permission to shout in my mall? you know my workers and customers will complain?

us: we're just playing a game.

manager: wheather or not, u are not supposed to do that. if u have contacted me to inform me abt this, i can just let u organise any event here. but no i mind. i mind u shouting.

(i know it sounds weird but i memorised everything she said.)

jessica: okay, we're sorry, we're leaving now.

manager: i need ur in-charge's num.

jessica: *gave number* can we go now?

manager: you know, if u have contacted me......................................... (nag nag nag)

then she pulled out her phone and yelled at her staff: i want you to come down now!

then continued nagging.

all of us were impatient, and our question is,
CAM WE GO NOW???
she keep changing subject.

then her phone rang. it's her staff.

manager: WHAT? I DUN CARE. COME DOWN NOW! RIGHT THIS INSTANCE!
kup her phone.

jessica had enought and said in a near angry tone:

jessica: okay we understand, we are leaving this mall right now, can we go now?

manager: yes i wish u wud leave the mall now and......

jessica: yes yes we're leaving.

all of us left.
walao. we kana scolding from her in behalf of all the other groups as we were the last to reach.
wasted alot of time lor! then missed the bus to the next clue.
we were like thinking,
how come hire this kind of fat big belly popping out lady who speaks like a dork.
somemore shout at her staffs?
wth.
why muz her staff come down not she go up?
too fat is it? too lazy?
got escalator and lift also not ask her climb stairs right?

then walked to the MRT station where we saw cheryl's group stuck with the next clue.
haha too bad we know where is it.
we then asked the MRT staff how to get to Changi Village.
her group smart.
they went to the staff and asked her what we asked.

oh well,
we took the same bus to Changi Village where we ate grusome food.
my 1st time eating messed up food.
we had a choice:
plain rice mixed with ice kachang OR
fried carrot cake mix with longan ice drink.

we choosed the 2nd one and then when we started mixing we found that we actualy made the wrong choice. we had to put the carrot cake into the drink and eat.
1. longer waiting time
2. alot alot of oil. there's this layer of oil over the drink.
3. cold become hot
4. have to eat more as the serving is bigger.
5. i made a mistake trying to mesh the carrot cake and suck it through my straw. then everything got stuck, then made the drink MORE DISGUSTING.

i was about to finish everything.
left half a cup and im done!
i used my last breath to drink evrything in 1 go.
but i failed.
i almost puke. SERIOUS.
i swallowed back my volmit.
eww i know.
then forced myself to finish the last bit.

we left for east coast where we played a game:
try to build the same sand castle from the picture.
we were actualy the last 2nd team, and did'nt expected to see the rest of the 2 leading groups there!
they were stuck building sand castle.
we were very fortunate and finished b4 a group, which makes up 2nd place.
we then headed for Changi Airport.
Lolx.
this game we played here is funny.
we have to get 3 european and 3 indians to say some chinese tougn twister poem.
yeah! completed and headed back to the chalet.
we gave up the last 2 clues as it was getting late and the location is at beach road and final clue at tuas.
but it was a good choice.
we reched at abt 8 and had bbq food.
after that we had 3 hours to practise, and for me to choreograph a dance.

i can't beleive it!
i choreographed the whole song which is 3.48mins long!
but easy steps lah duh.
i included 80's steps like finger number 2 across the eye, argogo, brush hair, point up point down.....
then the last part is empty, got no time to choreograph le.
sheena suggested that i freestyle solo.
so okay lor.
i did my standard freestyle ste of 2 8s and then ended the song beautifully.
muz credit sean, the leader of B.T.I dance crew for that funny point point point part.

we draw lots and hurray we were the last to perform.

1st was cheryl's group.
they used the song Just Dance by Lady Gaga Feat. Akon & Colby O'Donis.
they did cat walk and Emanuel was damn funny.
he act ah gua and even painted his fingers.
then ltr did man poses.
benny's pose is another funny one.
he was walking calmly infront, expect him to just cross his arms and pose.
suddently he jump back facing the audience, and did a "what?" pose.
everyone was like....
" huh? what you doing? scare me leah. suddently jump out of no where"

next was wan ting's group.
they sang a song from Taylor Swift - Love Story
sang halfway then stop le.

next was dunno who's group.
they used the song:
Wonder Girls: Nobody
wait wait.
it's Mr. Brown: Wash your Body Wash Your Hands Too.
yeah funny song.
but very soft, cant hear anything..

then is my group..
Emanuel turned the music louder for us..
my group used my song:

DJ Burningjay - Britney Spears: Womanizer Remix
( u can hear my remix at youtube. search my DJ name)

not to be bhb, but my crew own the stage xp.
we won the competition.
xpxp!
haha!
judges: Geatly entertained, very good choreography, very funny. Stacy! you are the funniest! you dance halfway go behind and sit haha

judges: 4th place goes to the group tat did the "wash ur body" sorry guys, cant hear anything..

judges: 3rd place goes to wan ting's group. great choreography.
(this is when emanuel broke into laughing gas. he said: GREAT CHOREOGRAHPHY? haha!!! haha!!! just swing the hands in the air = great choreography!)
well, quite true, no offence.

judges: 2nd place goes to cheyrl's group. the catwalk group.

judges: 1st group goes to dickson's group. thanks to dickson for the choreography and stacy for making it more funny and unforgetable.

yeah emanuel broke into laughing gas again.
"haha!!! dance halfway all she do is walk behind squard down with her hands on her head!"

yep, then night games were canceled cuz we were all tired.
then we went upstairs to a room with cheryl, eileen, sheena and zhi wei to chat..
after that went into the guys room to sleep.

next morning.
benny. last to wake up.
need 3 ppl to wake him up.
ate breakfast and then went to the beach played some staged game.
lame and difficult.
lolx

then went back.
we all planed to push benny down into the swimming pool.
so i made evry1 play a game by the pool.
yeah poor benny kana pushed down by me, benedict, cheryl and wan ting.
haha! then me and cheryl jumped it.
juz then, i pushed eileen down.

she broke into tears and breathed heavily when she made her way to the stais of the pool.
feeling shocked, i rushed to her to apologise 1st.
someone then told me she got a phobia about water, as she was almost drown last time.

jessica shouted at me.
she asked if i knew she had the phobia.
i sweared i did'nt know.
in fact, not everyone knew.
so jessica did not said anything after that.

eileen cooled down and went to wash up.

i was worried that everyone wud change their impression on me,
as i was very welcomed there.
after i washed up, everything seemed normal, so i asked jessica to talk to me in private.
i explained everything to here.
well, she was'nt upset or dissapointed, thankfully.

i said this: i seriously did'nt know that she had such phobia. since evry1 knew they were going to get wet in the pool, some1 shud have told me abt it right? it's smth underground and you dun expect anyone to ask such questions right?

yeah then eileen come out of the toilet and i talked to her in privet.
i apologised sincerely. i did not know wat to say.. as i was about to cry.
lolx..
dunno why..
then eileen said it's okay..

yeah..
i was scared that i wud lose a crazy enthu friend like her, so i sent her a msg in the night to apologise again, but she did not receive it..

lastly, there was the prize giving ceremony for the overall points acumilated.
well, we got 2nd..

1st prize: $12 timezone card - wanting's group
2nd prize: $7 mac vulchers - my group
3rd prize: $5 popular vulchers - cheryl's group
4th prize: tins of capuchino rollers - the "wash ur body" group

after that we went to take buss 88 home..
then me, benny and zhi wei went to hougang mall mac to eat.
after that went arcade to play NX (diagonal arrows from the game DDR *Dance dance revolution)
played para para also b4 i left..
para para play sian lo..
i can play all the hard mode songs accept for a japenses song..

took 88 to tpy home..
had a tight sleep after that..

Sign Off
Dickson

P.S
to Eileen Kiang:

i seriously sincerely apologise again to you. i really dun want to lose a friend like you.
you rock.

this time only.

bleah.

2009-07-03T13:00:00.000-07:00

hi peeps.
currently im doing well in my situation..
my parents are both working now.
yeah.
i have moved like 7 times within 2 years.
it's tiring, i know.
i rented a house in hougang after i moved out from serangoon.
stayed there for 2 weeks b4 i moved to Toa Payoh Lor 4.
when i moved in,
whole house empty without furnitures here in typ.
but i feel more happy here.
dun have to stay under other ppl's roof.

More About My Current House:
okay.
imagine this.
one big block of 3 room flat with 420 untis,
dark with only afew lited steetlamps,
deserted with only 2 househod staying,
and both are apart from each other.
somemore the whole house feels hollow.
yeah.
this is what im staying in right now!
well, i got furnitures in the end.
so it's not echo-e anymore.
staying here is not as tiring.

Happy at the moment
Dickson

P.S
i have one more time to move.
wud be staying in this house for months though.

2009-07-03T12:56:00.000-07:00

Hey! any1 interested in singing pop music?
i can compose a song for u and upload it to youtube.
but u must provide the acapella. (volcals)
i cant mke emotional songs.
unless u think it can be converted into a pop song.
i can turn the piece of work into some dance r&b or pop song like the ones from Lady Gaga or Jordin Sparks.
yeah.
let me know!

B.T.I Dance crew sux. Backstabers

2009-05-01T12:37:00.000-07:00

this is what i messaged to sean, the leader of the crew after i heard my classmates told me something:

"sean, what the hell is wrong with ur dancers? this is what is heard from my classmates.
suziaka: can ask Dickson don't help us anymore? i scared he steal our steps!

crystal: he wont seal. he will modify.

qiu fong: wateva. why muz he be so kpo come help us when he got his own crew?

Priscilla: it's sean ask him to help us de lah.

suziaka: i scared he steal our steps modify make nice nice sexy sexy become better than us leah!

priscilla: plz lah. our steps so lame, so below standard. who want steal our steps.. and summore if want compare, afew of dickson's steps can ardy win us lo.

crstal: true leah. he give us steps instead also leah. he also help us alot lor.

suziaka: i don care la. he will steal our steps.

priscilla: our dance so messy.. also not impressive lor. lucky my brother help us modify the whole dance. if not WORST.

my reaction:
fuck them la.
i help them become i steal their steps.
what is this, sean?
is this the kind of treatment i deserve for being kind?
is this the kind of treatment i deserve for being a senior dancer?
if that's the case, i wash my hands of this matter.
they want play games with me?
bring it on.
i take back all my modifications and steps.
if i see them do and perform my steps, i fame them as looters and leachers.

seriously, sean.
im not mad or angry with you.
it's the attitude ur ppl are having.
there's this speacial words to describe people who dance.
it called "DANCERS"
do you think they deserved to be called that?
no way.
i don think so.
slack, argue, complain, bargain, not serious at all.

trust me, sean, without my help they will BURN ON STAGE.
well, since this is not my prob anymore, i will juz sit back and enjoy watching them embarassthemselves.

they don't appreciate me. they take me for granted.
yeah.
you can ask stethanie to help you.
well, she can't choreograph, but at least she can help u manage abit.
i will inform stet for you.

okay, i said evrything out of anger.
but sean, u need work on ur managing skills.
be rough with them like ingelica,
or take it easy, but seriously with a limit like how i do it.
my way works very well, as you can tell when i train ur ppl.
practise ur managing skills, or you'll find u'll die without me.
well, also good lah. i don need to be related anymore.
cuz i'll get de-fame.
they dance so ugly.
ppl will sure say this: omg! is that Dickson's dancers? omg why so lousy??
no offence.

so yeah, good luck in future.
take care."

yeah thats all i said. it took me like 17 messages to type it all.
a hell of a long message. i know. i had to type it all out, instead of attacking sean verbaly, which i won't mean to.
cuz im actualy shooting his dancers.

seriously, i shouldn't have been so kind hearted.
it's all in favour of my sis, as she is in the crew too.
oh well.
she quiting anyway.

ahhhs... relaxed more.
no need care abt the B.T.I anymore.
rediculous.
good heart no repay.
thats what they say in chinese.

Damn irritating people
good will no repay
they are juz like a green apple,
pleasent to look at, sour to eat.

Dickson
Hell of a pissed of when msgin.

Qi Kek

2009-05-01T12:28:00.000-07:00

suddently remembered.
in the afternoon when after i moved house, saw 2 ppl at hougang mall.
one is a ranky fella.

he dare diao me.
wtf.
i shoot him straight through msg:

"dickson here. i saw u diao me juz now. if you not happy tell me. don diao me and my sis. you want to know why i nvr come tat day, is cuz i moved house. as a matter of fact, it NOT even my house. so plz understand."

he never reply in the end.
bloody hell.
he should go and GET A LIFE.
retarded.

Dickson
pissed off

Mr. Fanandise Gave Me Trouble, And Guess What?

2009-05-01T11:52:00.000-07:00

the picture i taken while waiting for my parents.
muhu-ah-hahas.
with mr. wu in the background.

today is a regular wednesday -.-''
took 101 to school, almost late.
then stayed in class for p.e, cuz i no attire.

yar then Sani came up to ask us all down, cuz that fanandise says so.
so went down lor.
wtf that fanandise scold me like nobody's bussiness.
Fanandise: "u got problem so? even rich ppl like that guy over there knows how to do something. you so stupit. juz stand and wait."

Me: "u want call my mother to clarify?"

fanandise: " u shut up, u stupit. u don't talk to me."

me: "can you juz...." (being interupted)

fanandise: "shut up. got problem got problem. you very big is it? then why you"(Being interupt)

Me: "can you juz call my mother?"

fanandise: "u don spoil our school. everyone in our school wears p.e attire for p.e you don give me excuses. you juz" (Being interupted)

i couldn't take it anymore so i said this:
" you don't dare to call my mother is it?"

fanandise: "you stand down there like some, some..." (being interupted)

me: "is there a need to shout?"

fanandise: "what can't i shout?!! im mr. fanandise!"

me: "u scared to call my mother is it? why u keep giving excuses, trying to change subject?"

fanandise: "Call then call lah! 4a3 go play basketball or captain ball."

yar my class was there when that happened.
then so on,

fanandise: "call lah! stand down there do what?"

me: "prepaid low lah."

fanandise: "WHAT~! you dare to challenge me and you don't dare to call yourself is it? you...(being interupted)

me, walking towards him: "u want prove i don't have money in my prepaid? i dail *113# give u. you see for yourself"

fanandise: "aiya you. prepaid low prepaid low. so fake. you yourself scared then don come and challenge me lah!"

soon enought the request sent my card's balance back to me.
0.00 it stated.
fanandise got nothing to say.
my class still watching with their mouth open.

fanandise: "then go office call lah! bloody hell!"

i replied him calmly all the way, saying as politely as i could.
so then, i walk to the office.
hahs i got NOTHING to scared of.
i should stand up for my rights.
that fanandise knows me.
he dare to choose to be like this.
then he deserves to be de-fame.
i called my mother MYSELF, not He call my mum.
so i went into the office, called my mum, as the office ppl watched with a puzzled look.

20mins ltr my mother came to school.
i was in class back then, cuz the office ppl don want me waste my curiculum time.
then a indian uncle come up my class ask me bring my bag down.
"Dickson! i support you all the way!" Bing Da said lolx.
yeah thx alot.

i knew i got nth to be afraid of.
i juz walked and reached the attriam.
i was supprised.
my dad came along.
got a class playing ping pong as my dad shouted at that fanandise.
my dad: "you don't go away. i want see you in the office"

my mum: "don't try to leave the school i tell you."

office woman: "mdm, plz lower down your voice. the principle is not at his desk, im afriad you'll have to wait for a while."

the students glanced.

my mum: "He said he is MR. Fanadise why can't he shout. Im a parent of a student in school, WHY CAN'T I SHOUT??"

nice one! i thought to myself, walking towards my mum.
quite embarrassing.
students watching me.
as alot of ppl know me in school.

well then, walked into the office, butthen vice principle mr.Fong attended my parents and asked my to sit outside the room.
well, i sat at a seat and enjoyed the air-con.
not quite.
still have to hear my parents shout at that fanandise.
so i hooked onto my earpiece.

i remembered this line.
my dad: "he got heart attack don teach p.e lah! retire. he very rich wat. sponsor OBS all these."
i hear le very shuang.

so long later, finaly my parents came out, and my mum gave me a smile.
my mum: "he apologised to us."

Muhu-ah-hahas.
i knew i wasn't in the wrong.

my mum: "he very smart. he tried to deny everything. but evrytime i attacked him verbaly, he got nothing to say. he keep changing the subjects. and he keep saying you got attitude prob, and he got ur classmate as his witness. but then i challenged him saying, ask his classmates down lor! you check with the office ppl. they know me. they know how my son is like. i even ask mr. fong to check your records. it's all clean. and it even states the tkd medals you won, tkd and dance competitions you went to, school perfomances also. it's all settled. he apologised."

me: "you know what? if my classmates really come down, they all 100% on my side. so that fanandise will be so lau kui until he gets another heart attack."

yeah, then i went back with my class with my bag.
stupit.
why bring bag in the 1st place. make me like want to go home in the end never.

yala.
then my classmates asked me how was it.
i only gave a smile and ask them visit my blog.

to 4a3:
HEY GUYS!!
thx for ur support on that day!
xpxp

Dickson
stands up for what's right.

New Home In Hougang (For Now)forgoten date

2009-05-01T11:46:00.000-07:00

juz reached a new home in Hougang mall there..
(for now)
gonna move out in like 2.5 months from now.
phew.
at least can take a break from moving.
and at least i got a clue where the HECK i will be moving again.
either Toapayoh, or Marsiling.
what the hell.
these places are near my previous homes lor.
T.T

evryday can take 72 or 101 to school.
not so tired in school anymore.
whoopee.
can concentrate more.
and then exams coming again.
wth.
why our new principle so kia su one huh?
other school only got 2CA 2SA 1 Prelium and N or O Level.
what the hell our exams are like one after another in a week's break time.
and the exams last for a month.
cant the principle arrange all the papers on the same week so we don't have to drag?
brainless.

Dickson
Relaxed, Relief, temporary happiness

seriously very tired.. 13/04/09

2009-05-01T11:32:00.000-07:00

juz a smile of mine, to assure the people who care for me, to say that im ok.

so damn tired.
been skipping meals.
"waseh, you lost weight leah!"
my classmates told me.
not just one or two of them.
what to do?
smile smile lor.
deny lor.

having a hard time here.
argh.
going pack up AGAIN.
where?
IDK WHERE THE HELL AGAIN.
sick man.

what a war againts my emotions.
some friends in school also giving me attitude.

the war of my life is as if never gonna end
i can't escape from all this no matter how far ran
i just want to have a permanet home, can?
juz a place to call home, no more troubles and hope it will soon all end.

Dickson
Moving out in 3 days

04/04/09 - New Home. For Now.

2009-04-24T22:25:00.000-07:00

juz moved to serangoon today..
sick today..
staying under other people's roof.
nono.
staying under some other STUCK UP people's house!

they so damn Holy people lah.
very giam siap also.

there got the father, the mother, the Da Xiao Jie (Big Princess) and 2 cute children who were exceptional. (the stuck up part)

lolz. that princess so god damn funny.
muz even dress up nice nice at home.
hold one japanese fan in her hand at all times.
eat japanese food muz wear bandana, hold the fan.

eat western food muz wear BOOTS AT HOME, wear some beanie, wear SUNGLASSES.
LORL!!!

everyday take 73 to outside point there, then walk a 20mins walk to school.
or take 136 to ang mo kio then change to 88 alight near front gate there.

so sian.
moving out in 2 weeks time.
again.

Dickson
depressed, stress, tired, sick, enduring,
trying my best to stay strong

4/3/09 missing everything

2009-04-24T22:10:00.000-07:00

i miss school..
i miss my friends..
i miss my gans..
i miss dancing..
i miss taekwondo..
i miss being lame..
i miss going out..

i had to stay strong..
i can't drown..
my family needs me..

Dickson
moving out in 3 days

6/3/09

2009-04-24T22:01:00.000-07:00

my life is currently very tough now..
it's all in a mess.
i feel like breaking down any time.
i only act like nothing happen during school.
cuz i did'nt wanted to worry my friends..
when will it be over..
i really don't know..
im moving out of whampoa tmr.
i don't even know where.
i don't even know why my parents are'nt telling me..
"juz pack and go tmr" my parents juz tell me..
how..?
so stressed out..
2 weeks nvr go school..
no money for food & transportation..
skipping meals at home..
no inspiration to write and compose songs..

when will the storm and darkness be over..?

My Songs

2009-02-22T21:10:00.001-08:00

OMFG WTF??
i can't beleive i've hitted a 25,000 viewers on my 'put your hands up' song, with high ratings!
omg im soooo happy!

DJ Burningjay

NPCC & CNY party ('HOPE' Church) 8/2/09

2009-02-08T21:00:00.000-08:00

NPCC:
today as usual, wake up 5am pack my things bath and go take bus.
kao oi, on bus 88 that time my stomuch hurts like siao. (Pins & Needles)
at bishan there was like, OMG the worst pain on my stomuch i ever had.
reached school can't walk properly, then rushed to toilet to wash face full of sweat. -.-''
walk pass ghim choon they all, say them diao me. sorry ah. didn't mean to heck care u all. but the pain u know? my face all sweat despite the air-con in the bus.

i still kana scolding from Gou Jing sir for walking and not having a sence of urgency. yar i understand. he didn't know i was not feeling well.

During the parade i was like, enduring u know? squeezing my eyes. slightly figiting. can't help it. Wei Shiong sir talk to the squard say what dont anyhow figit. nvm i endure.
The pain is like 'on and off' so i hereby say i WASN'T ACTING.

CNY PARTY:
arr. finaly pain gone. take 101 to kovan melody. got a ride to some condo, the clubhouse. yeah. hungry at that time. loads of food to consume =)
i didn't really ransacked the dinning table, cuz it wouldn't be very nice.
yar, then had some games and all these.
i left at abt 7pm, reached home at abt 9.45pm?
got a fast direct bus to typ from kovan.(bus 153)

reached home, bath and lie flat on my bed, after a long, tiring, PAINFUL yet enjoyable day.

More posts about the past coming soon.

P.S
im writing this during class, so got not much time.

''My BDAY'' ''who really cares about me''

2008-10-10T09:38:00.000-07:00

Disapointed:

Gudging from my bday i can tell that who really cares about me.
only this small amount of people i know cares. 1/10 of the people i know in my life. phatatic. totaly phatatic. what have i been doing man? hanging on for what. hanging on for you guys and u guys just cant see. i can just leave u guys but i choosed not to. tough choice for me that time. u all just simply don care if im dead or alive.

Who really cares:
ANIMAL FAMILY thx alot =) thought u all forget about me that time:
friday(03/10/08)animal family decided to go out to plaza sing to hang out. then on my way back i keep thinking, 'noboday cares'.
well, i had to travel, so i was late by 2hours O,o
to my suprise, animal family treated me Pizza Hut xp hahas, then suddently they all say they want to go toilet, left joanna and me. she say they got order desert. then i find it weird, pizza hut got dessert meh? ohwell..
when the rest of them come back, i notice that they actualy went to buy cake for me!
omg so touched lor. then we celebrate inside pizza hut.
we had cakes to spare so we decided to give the manager as she is the one who allowed us to celebrate in pizza hut. wow, in return, she gave birthday treats for me.. a cheese cake and ice cream. 'OMG! the cheesecake taste fking thick lor!' i cant finish then share with joanna and charmaine, cuz muz finish mah, people treat de leah.
then we went to the arcade at ps, wanted to play DDR nova 2, but long quee of people, in the end go junction 8.
i play the drum thingy with eileen then there's this attitude girl that act as if a pro keep diao-ing us. then her turn to play we watched her. LOLX she also a noobie she act pro kanasai.
i gtg liao then i left alone take MRT to toa payoh my store there, then celebrate with my family and neighbours with a feast of steamboat and tapanyaki as it was my mum's birthday to.
FYI: my mum bday 03/10 mine 04/10 xp
then 12am received alot of wishes. so happy. those are people who really care about me.
ohya forgot to mention my best friend made a weird belated wish. donno what he typing in the msg at 1st -.-''
1am i still riding bike with neighbour lolx -.-'' then ltr i went to sleep lo..

My new song:
afew days after my birthday i made a new song with volcals. it's called 'hanging on' and its dedicated to myself. posting on youtube as soon as my internet is fixed. well, i haveda leave the lan liao.. wait for next post about the ''____''

04/10/08
Happy Birthday Dickson, DJ Burningjay
Thank You Animal Family & Benny

Nvm, u still got people who cares about you. =)

2008-09-26T09:30:00.000-07:00

TO EILEEN CHONG:
stupit eileen u watch out u warped my pic. next time warp u back. i ardy got ur pic le, only thing is my internet. jkjk lahs, i know u see this will sure be angry de.. jk xp

My F&N thingy
haiyo i thought i will never finish my f&n coursework on time. lucky lor, i finished it after school on friday which we celebrate hari raya.

About the 'modern dance performance' on hari raya concert.

i admit im not that good but this... :
i was actualy the choreographer for them, then for lots of reasons, i decided to quit and let them die. i did not expect them to perform at all, then they showed up. my 1st reaction when they were preparing at the stage waiting for the music to start was: wow, nice christmas santa clus custume(seriously) and wow, who choreographed the dance for u all?
then later the intro of the song 'fall for you' looked okay for a start, then the hip hop music played, they dance like erm.......... you know?
people around me were all like(you know?) then i saw alot of copied moves from the 'supreme teens'.
throw face. lucky i did not choreograph or dance with them..

long ago wanted to try to get back into npcc again. it looked like they dun welcome me in anymore. qi kek, i really wanted to give up. then miss serina tan talked to me abt it. then she is the only person who tries to understand me, and she really did. then after awhile, the people's attitude towards me chage again lor. wtf. i really enjoyed training the sec2s lor..
u know what it feels like?
itfeels as if like a dance performance, being placed at the back to perform for the song. you'll dance all you got but you'll juz wont get noticed.

NPCC national day. G.O.H in my next post.

whaa i see that '____' bu shuang again. in my next post.

DJ Burningjay:
my new songs:
1. updated version of 'get low' by flo rida ft. T-pain techno remix.
2. Smoke Machine Remix

'Npcc' , 'Pissed off for the 2nd time', 'TKD', 'FAQ'

2008-07-13T02:46:00.000-07:00

NPCC

11/7 i go for npcc, then 1 of my sir pissed me off, but i juz keep it to myself, cuz i don want to create any trouble. he keep picking on me. it's like everything i do he also want comment. wtf. marching all this, he keep saying,'Dickson u better march properly or i kick u out of the G.O.H squard.' he also say i nv raise 90 and 45 degree, but i comfirm i did lor. 45 degree i swing all the way back until i feel the stretch liao he say not enought. wtf lah. for the whole day can tell from his face he see me bu shuang lah.

12/7 i nv go for npcc. i think he's gonna kick me out. how bias if he's gonna kick me out. those in npcc shld get it, why i say bias. somemore, go camp and the parade he threaten us say guys hair muz cut slope of not don go camp and parade. alot of guys in the squard also not happy abt it. it's like hair short can liao, cut slope for wtf lah. u want cut u go cut urself, don ask us to cut. ur juz like making unreasonable decisions. all this things juz don make me feel good or rather happy abt npcc. on 11/7 i was like,'nvm, it's the 3rd year and 1st year of NCO ship in npcc liao. juz endure and give it all i got.' then the training changed my mind again. 'When is Dickson gonna wake up? where is his passion in Npcc? he putting more effort in taekwondo.' i heard all this rumors being said by my ''____'' it's not about when im gonna wake up. juz think about it. 6 days a week waking up at 5am, after school reach home like 4.15pm? school got tkd reach home at 8pm? night tkd training reach home at 12am? i can't take any nap u know? i gotta help me parents run the store. everyday sleep at around 12am-2.30 or sometimes 3. afew hours of sleep every day. i can't even rest on sundays. i can only go out with my friends once in a while. sometimes i too tired can't even wake up go school or npcc.

my opinion about my "____" saying 'i think Dickson is putting more effort in tkd than npcc'
well, it all depands. Npcc is in the MORNING while tkd is juz AFTER SCHOOL. it's very difficult for me to like wake up like this evry 6days. i can't take it u know? if npcc is in the afternoon i will surely go. but now npcc is in the morning leah. another reason is only tkd can releif my stress and anger or watever shit. cuz can kick mah. think lah, who can use npcc to releif stress or anger de? shout command and timing louder is it? vent on the drills is it? i don think so. the other thing is i enjoy tkd more than npcc.

my opinion about my "_____" saying "where is his passion in npcc?"
okay, i'm gonna be straight forward. Npcc is definately NOT my passion in life. i have other means in life. not juz marching, drills, campcraft. i wanna have a career as a DJ music producer, as well as a tkd instructor. dancing? i juz do it for my intreast, that's what i like. those are my passion. npcc is juz something external, which i think is not really that important. evry1 shld like have a target, or something which they really want to do in life. and that's what i want. i'm not gonna let npcc take over my passion. i will divide my time equally to each. yes, i will still put in effort for npcc, but i hope my "____" don make things difficult for me. it juz make me feel more down if my "____" are treating me this way.

PISSED OFF FOR THE 2ND TIME

mdm martini told mr.chin to excuse me at 10am from npcc for the youth day rehersal. i forgot when, one of the trainings, i told "____" in the morning b4 the training i have to leave early and she said it's okay. at 10am i need to go. so i asked cally to ask "____" for the classroom key cuz my bag was inside, so cally sms-ed "____". then she replied this:'Dickson cannot go.He don't have a valid reason.' i asked cally to reply this: 'Dickson said mr.chin knows abt it, and mdm martini excused him.' then "____" reply this: 'since Dickson used mr.chin's name, let him do whateva he wants. let him be.' what the f**k. daring that she used those words reffering to me. "____" thought only cally was reading the message, but i was reading it too. the truth is seen. i was fking pissed off at that moment. then cally took the key, i took my bag and juz left.

TKD

i donno wheather i shld go for my Poom 2 grading(jr black belt 2nd level 'exam') alone then pass liao convert to senior black or shld i convert to senior black 1st then go Dan2(Senior Black belt 2nd level 'exam') with Zi Qian mummy and Han Chong kor. cuz poom2 i got a higher chance of passing while dan2 is more difficult. if i go poom 2, i'm going alone and i'll tend to get more nervous. if i go dun2, it's more difficult so i scared i fail and $150 will be gone and i have to wait for 1 year ltr to grade again. omg tough choice.(poom2 in this coming october, dun2 in july next year) i also donno next year the instructor course is b4 or after the dun2 grading. haix.. i also donno which to choose, pattern or sparing instructor section?(as in specialised in which) my parents siao they want me go for both. waste double the money and time. haix. so fan.. so fan..

FAQ
Manny may be asking:
Q:where u actually live?
ANS:i moved from Hougang to woodlands,(erm Marsiling actually,) then my store which is my 2nd home is at Toa Payoh there,(erm whampoa actually,)i usually stay over at my store.

Q:why move so far?
ANS:my parents want move mah.. what can a kid like me say? juz follow them lor.

Q:Why don change school?
ANS: no matter how far the distance is, how long the journey takes, i'm not giving up on my friends made in school. i'm not gonna leave my fellow npcc mates, Dancemates, tkd ppl, classmates and my juniors. i will endure, till the very end, when we graduate.

Q:How u come school?
ANS:From woodlands(Marsiling) i take bus 903(15mins)to CausewayPoint, then take Bus 161(35mins) to School.
From Toa Payoh(Whampoa) i take bus 139(20mins)to toa payoh int then take bus 88(1h10mins) to reach school.
usually when i'm late, i come from toa payoh. obviously, the time taken is longer. cuz if i come from woodlands, 161 take expressway so it's faster. 88 go through region to region, take very long. in peek hours, 161 will take only 45mins while 88 takes 2hours. not joking. bus159 is worst.non-peek hour 1hr30mins. suck bad.. i took once and i never ever gonna take it again.
*waiting time for bus not included.

*to my enemy: i'll be better than you. i don't care. ur nth, juz a piece of shit.

DJ Burningjay Aka Dickson's New Songs

2008-07-05T05:54:00.000-07:00

Well, i made afew more songs but i couldn't upload them to Youtube cuz my internet crashed. check these out soon, when my internet is fixed.

1. Flo-Rida Ft. T-Pain Get Low Techno&Dance Remix - DJ Burningjay
2. The Soul Of Trance
3. Vestige Intensity Theme Song: Ghost Style
4. Just Wait,I'll Be There Remix(Remix In Progress)
5. Check That Body Remix(Remix In Progress)
6. Sound Of My Dream Remix(Remix In Progress)
7. Rihanna 'Please Don't Stop The Music'Volcal Remix(Remix In Progress)

Please Check out my posts. i updated it. =) Scroll Down.Btw my tagboard got prob.T.T
Comment My Songs on Youtube, Thanks.
DJ Burningjay Aka Dickson

Youth Day

2008-07-05T05:41:00.000-07:00

The Dance that my team and i Practiced So far wasn't really paid off. i know that's not the best we can do. there are many problems we encounter DURING the performance, like umbrella cannot open, wrong position, wrong step, nv do it right.. i felt lucky cuz, after the song mambo number no.5, we were supposed to change out of our outer shirt, then i got my mask stucked to my ear(donno how it happended) then no time to take out the outer shirt, so no chioce but the wear it out. then got one part of the dance, when we throw the mask, i quickly throw my outer shirt out lolx, then no time to run to my position. lolz. i think the audience thought that i threw my shirt out on purpose..that was so fun actually, then i got comments from my friends after the performance. some said i did well, some say got some part messy and some said Gerald screwed up. but i don't mind. Gerald did a great job for a start, so did stethanie, cuz that was the 1st time she danced on stage. well i know, the umbrella part was kinda gay for me xp.. and when we open the umbrella, 3 hello kitty umbrellas poped out and the audience started laughing lolx!!

then after that vanessa and fiona got smthing on, so only me, stethanie and gerald went out to eat and after that we play basketball with chung hong. When i reach home i se bu de wash away my temporary hair dye. cuz it look kinda nice and it'll be wasted if i juz wasyh it away rite? lolz So yeah.. that made my day xp..

Looking forward for sunday, tkd grading help-out,
Dickson

Pissed off with the some1

2008-07-05T05:04:00.000-07:00

1st july afternoon got TKD, then Fang Ning was holding target for some1 mah. then fang ning tired liao, so she put the target down come see the T-shirt design that me, eddin and cherie was holding. then this some1 shout at fang ning 'Sir! u look at fang ning! she take the target then she just throw on the floor. what kind of black belt are u!? u useless ah!?' then i pissed off, i talk back at him for fang ning,'how can u talk to ur mdm like that. she black belt leah. can u have some respect for her?' then he got nth to say then he say 'black belt so what?u all liao bu qi ah?!' wtf, i ur senior you talk to me in this kind of manner ah? even if u are feeling down or anything u can juz take us and releif ur anger and stress isit? we're ur toys ar? plz have some respect for ur seniors lah.. think about how many ppl u have saboh and get them into trouble aready. yes, no doubt that u help ppl b4, but juz think.. how many ppl u have saboh. i'm not asking u to change ur whole charactor, but plz change THIS PART of ur charactor, or ur getting no where. No offence to you.

lets see what happens when Gary becomes black belt. and if jeremy and Cherie jie pass their poom, juz wait for them and me to convert to Senior black. for ur info, Cherie ardy have her Black Gee, so if she pass, she's gonna wear it with me, Fang Ning, Zi Qian and Shao Hui(if she comes back.)

Rumor: some1 told me, the next day at canteen,( i was not in school -.-'') he heard the 'some1' say 'wo yao da Dickson Low'(Translation: i want beat up Dickson Low')
Come Beat me lah. i make sure u lose ur '' ''Badge and have a bad testimonial when u go for ur O'level. i scared is it. To the some1: if this is not true, no offence.

To the some1: let me tell u this. even though this incident happened, i'll still respect u. so shld u. i hope this problem with u ends quick, and hope we can become friends again.

End

C.I.P

2008-05-22T01:23:00.000-07:00

wakao the C.I.P very sianz sia! pick up rubbish again.. at East Coast mah, then i brought some potato chips and twisties for 'picnic' then in the end nv eat.. ZZ.. i nv really pick up rubbish, it's like only Eileen picking up lolx..(hao yong gong oh) then the rest were like picking stones & rocks to throw in the sea.. lolx the waves hit my shoes and pants sia!! super wet and sand attracting.

after that go Mac to have lunch, then saw the Yue Ting buay hiaw bai. think he very 'Shuai' walk around in Mac getting almost all the girl's number.. haix
then go back school liao, Eileen, Hui Xuan, Joanna & Charmain pon last 2 periods pang sgeh me.. cuz i very guaii mah, nv pon Ms.Serina Tan's math class lolx..

Btw check out my new song/Remix on Youtube:
DJ Burningjay - Flo-rida Ft. T-Pain: Get Low Remix(Low)

2008-05-20T09:48:00.000-07:00

lolx on tuesday i nv go school again pang sgeh Eileen Huixuan joanna and charmain hehes.. then at nite i went tkd at hougang green de.. not feeling well b4 i go there aready.. then i endure lor. reach home at abt 12am with a few mintues to spare..

--No matter how far the distance is,no matter how long the journey is, no matter how tired i am... i made a promise to myself.. i will never leave u guys; my friends i've made in school..NPCC ppl and most importantly, TKD ppl and dancemates and not forgeting my class de ppl and my 'God' Family(Cherry da jie,Squrrel xiao mei,Han chong kor,*zi qian mummy and fabian daddy*..) i will endure all the way..

sianz tmr still got C.I.P and it's aready going to 1am and i'm still typing lolx..seeya guys

2008-04-28T02:54:00.000-07:00

testing

2008-04-19T10:53:00.000-07:00

on saturday, my parents didn't allow me to go for NPCC training, cuz we got smth on that day. Well, my family is always more important than anything esle..

Btw, on friday i was supposed to go causeway point with Eileen, Hui Xuan, Shi hua, Charmain and afew other ppl de. then i pang segh them cuz i got an 'apointment'. T.T
i want go play DDR de siaz..

Check out my tracks

2008-04-04T08:42:00.000-07:00

Check out my tracks:

1.Milkyway Fantasy
2.Remember The Trance
3.Put Your Hands Up(For Detroit)DJ Burningjay Remix
4.Don't Give Up
5.Alien Returns To The Disco
6.Ravenous
7.Disco Lights
8.Combat(Clean)
9.Combat(Fight Remix)
10.Harmless Invader
11.Come Home Remix(Beat And Speed Up Remix)
12.You Are The One(DJ Burningjay Remix)
13.Wedding March Remix
14.Sound Of My Dreams Remix(DJ Burningjay Remix)
15.Are You Ready